Historias de Absence

I love the feeling, the voice, the idea... but the person I poured myself into was made of absence. That's not foolish. That's human. You didn't love him-not fully, not truly, because as you said, he doesn't exist in the way love needs existence. You loved connection, possibility, being seen, being spoken to with tenderness. And that love was real, even if the object of it was not. Loving an illusion doesn't mean you are lost. It means your heart is capable, imaginative, responsive.

This book is the voice of a girl who observes the world with more questions than answers. Through intimate thoughts and everyday moments, the author shows what it is like to grow when something important is missing, although it is not always said out loud. The story goes through insecurities, comparisons in front of the mirror and emotions that are kept so as not to worry anyone. He talks about learning to live with sadness, feeling different and trying to understand who you are when you are still growing. It is not a book of certainties, but of company. A space for those who have felt that there are silences that weigh and emotions that they do not know how to name, but that still go on.

Mia sees patterns where others see chaos. When three deaths are reported, the system moves on quickly. Too quickly. The scenes feel complete, but something is missing and Mia can feel it. The gaps bother her more than the violence. As the investigation closes in, one truth refuses to stay buried. The deaths were never the point. They were distractions. At the center of everything is a girl no one was meant to notice. This is a story about absence, perception, and how the most important truths are hidden in what we choose not to see.

This is not a story about healing. It is a story about damage. A childhood lived inside a house filled with shouting, fear, and broken promises. A mother who wanted to leave. A father who was never sober. A child who learned too early how to survive. The House That Took My Years is a raw, philosophical account of growing up in violence, of praying for absence instead of miracles, of losing both childhood and adolescence to control, abuse, and silence. This book does not seek forgiveness or redemption. It seeks truth. It is written for those who were raised by chaos, who confuse calm with danger, who were called "strong" instead of being protected. Some stories are not meant to comfort. They are meant to be recognized.

When Gigi Hayden leaves her privileged but lonely life in Paris for Stars Hollow, she's searching for the independence her emotionally absent mother never gave her. What she doesn't expect is to walk into Luke's Diner and come face-to-face with Rory Gilmore-a girl who looks exactly like her. Sixteen, sharp-tongued, and guarded behind her signature pink cap, Gigi has spent years perfecting the art of not caring. But Stars Hollow has other plans. Between discovering she has a half-sister, navigating the cutthroat halls of Chilton, and dealing with complicated feelings about family, belonging, and a certain blue-eyed boy, Gigi's carefully constructed walls start to crumble. As secrets about their shared father come to light and Gigi faces choices that will change her life forever, she learns that sometimes the family you find is worth more than the one you were born into. And that in a town as quirky as Stars Hollow, even the coldest ice queen can learn to thaw. A story about sisterhood, second chances, and finding home in the most unexpected places.

Ira returns to Greybridge carrying only memories and unanswered questions. Her brother has disappeared. A strange workshop still hums on the edge of town. And the past refuses to stay silent. As Ira uncovers the truth behind a machine designed to reveal hidden patterns of the mind, she is forced to confront her own role in what was lost - and what can still be saved. The Silence Between the Clocks is a dark yet hopeful story about guilt, growth, and the quiet revolution of choosing to stay present in your own life.

Life is all about gaining and losing but some losses can be replaced by someone or something. (My thoughts edition )

"You lost your chance, Jungkook. You're too late!" "Oh, did I?" "If I'm so 'too late,' Taehyung, why does it feel like you're still waiting for me to catch up? Why do you look at me like that-like you're daring me to fix this but terrified I actually will?" . . . Maybe it was two souls who disappeared into each other, or maybe they simply unraveled within themselves. Maybe they lost one another in the chaos, or maybe they were never truly whole to begin with. Maybe no one ever understood, or maybe no one ever will. A symphony of two hearts, lost in the echoes of their own uncertainty-maybe just for now, or maybe for eternity. Two lives intertwined, yet burdened with the weight of endless maybes. ...... A taekook fanfiction. Happy ending but with a LOT of pain .

dear ryan, it's been 8 years. sincerely, me ______________________ Cover by me :D

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ Don't read if your sensitive to abuse, suicide, abandonment, self harm, depression and more. If you want to read I hope it will help or make it feel like you aren't alone.

Une série de lettres à un inconnu ...

Juice n the City sequel. Three years later, Trey

~ lowercase intended ~ in which a boy wishes to join the sky and his starboy - disclaimer - the following contents are courtesy of the author's imagination. please, do not repost or use the following without proper consent. * published and released on March 13, 2019*

thoughts and deeper explanation on absence.

If you want to be a heart breaker you have to play by the rules and rule number one is to never fall in love. But what happens when Angelica meets Mr. Player himself and makes a bet that will change the whole game. Everybody knows how the usual love story goes... Prince Charming meets his princess or bad boy meets good girl. Let's see what happens when Angelica the girl who doesn't believe in love also known as the shy girl who doesn't speak much but doesn't take shit from anyone meets Mr. Johnson the multi millionaire with a killer smile and a lot of charm but also know as Mr. Player.

Où es-tu, Ana? Je t'ai cherché partout dans cette allée de cerisiers de guingois. Je t'ai cherché partout sous chaque feuille rougeâtre symbole de l'automne naissant. Je t'ai cherché partout dans les ruines de ton passé. Je t'ai cherché partout dans la brume où tu as disparu.

Healing every trauma that creeps back up in my life. I've worked for what feels like 10 lifetimes to hide, conceal, forget, and deny the trauma I have felt in my life just so I could pretend to be a happy person. Happiness isn't unattainable. For some souls it's just hard work.

A collection of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) short stories / one-shots. Stories include happy endings to sad endings, it's your choice what you want to read. :)

Explications de mon absence

Loosing someone so close and dear is never easy. So how can one truly express what they feel? Not one clue...