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Alone... // ON HOLD

MaddyDallasEspinosa

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Reads 692
Votes 244
Parts 18
Time 37m

MaddyDallasEspinosa

184 days.
Yes, I've been counting. 
I love him, yes
I still do.

But he doesn't.
Never has.
He said after leading me on,


"Never in 200 years, would I love somebody like you."


His words play in my head like a broken record, tearing my heart up slowly, but surely. 

It won't stop...
Maybe I don't want it to stop.
Who knows?

The one question I have been asking myself for that long :

How. Will. I. Live.All Rights Reserved

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