Lydia Holden has been in love with her best friend, Shawn Mendes, for as long as she can remember. Lydia is afraid that he doesn't feel the same way about her and that if she tells him it will ruin what they have. Now that he has become famous it's even harder for her due to him being gone all the time. He's coming home for a couple months after being gone for the longest time yet. What will happen during the time he is back in Pickering? The answer is, a lot. (A Shawn Mendes fanfic)