This book has been discontinued!! This is a jaspar fan fiction! This is my first gay jaspar relationship fan fic so sorry if it's bad. Joe Sugg (17) is the new boy in the school he is shy, quiet , he cuts (although nobody knows) and he has been beaten harshly by his father. Zoe has tried to help but he blocks everyone out mainy deals with it alone. When placed in the same class as his sister zoe, he bonds quickly with Dan and phil and a hot south African caspar lee. Joe is prone to headaches and dizziness but he has told nobody they affect his life style when his health falls and he becomes tired and unwell caspar isn't the only person to notice. When placed in a medical coma because of Major trauma in a subconscious state he find his trust issues hard and becones mute...... Can caspar help him with his depression anxiety anorexia and trust issues??