How to save life

Chapter 6

Grace Tyler and Sam all went the funeral also Robbie Lucas and ken was there grace hadn't told them yet about how long she had left she didn't know what to do it was finally time for grace to speak Grace stood up slowly and walked up to the microphone and in front of the crowd and got her words out to speak she just looked at her brothers for comfort
Grace - hi everyone my name is grace  firstly I apologies for my language but fuck you cancer , ok I know that was harsh but it's true , I only met James 6 months ago the same day I met James I also met cancer James is one my best friend and i would of been lost without him. None knows why god chose James to get cancer but he did he knew James could fight the battle and win and he did but one day it got the better of him and he lost he truly is a hero who will always be with me even if its in person . Last thing i got off James was a goodbye letter because I wasn't able to say a proper good bye stupid me was in a coma anyway he gave me this idea To write him a letter but I wanted to write this though from cancer view so
dear James
I am cancer , don't try looking for me you won't be able to see me but you will be able to feel me and yes it will be painful but that's just me for you , there will be long nights we're you won't be able to take anymore but don't give up James you should know I'm going to reduce your time here on earth I'm going to destroy and take away everything you love I'm sorry about but I can't help it's just what I do , you see I am cancer I didn't choose to be cancer but god made me to be cancer and so am I don't care about how you feel I'm sorry but I'm your body's bully so I just don't care about your feelings I'm unaware why I choose you to attack when your a good person I just choose my victims randomly, you see James I'm a monster here to remind you to live everyday to fullest and always look for a bright side and remember no regrets and when death does come don't be afraid
From
Your dearest friend cancer

I'm sorry to the people who didn't like but i felt need to say it anyway You see James lived everyday he had to the fullest he never wasted his time he had he made sure to make life full off memories , memories for people to remember him by when his time did come to an end and I asked people about these memories and if I could share them from his mum it was him telling her he's going to be ok and he just smiled in his last moments she saw awake before he went into surgery and passed away his sister told me about the time he dressed up as a Disney princesses with her and they had cups of tea also I would to see a photo of that please, from Ken Robbie and Lucas was the time the 4 of them and me all had a food fight at lunch and got in massive trouble and from his uncle was when James got his head stuck in the metal railing also seriously we need some photo evidence of this , from nurse was on Christmas Eve when he dressed up as an elf and brought joy to the hospital and finally from me was the day James and me shaved are heads because my hair started to fall out that day we became baldie besties
You see them memories of James will always be with us even if the stupid person we call our friend isn't we love you James and we know your watching us know and saying god what a cringe fest but it's true we love and you'll never truly leave us so with my last words up here i want say thank and good bye to my baldie besties James
The room exploded in applause grace knew that she was going to cry her eyes out so she hugged James mum and went outside to have some fresh air her brothers went to follow her but they were stuck but luckily grace wasn't alone James little sister had came outside to see her she's only young around 9 she was 8 the first time i met her she was so calm and i was a reck
She spoke to me
Darcie - hi grace
Grace wiped her tears away and spoke
Grace- hey how are you
Darcie - I'm ok mummy buying me a new princess tomorrow how are you
Grace-I'm ok
Darcie- you don't seem it i know I'm only 8 but im a smart 8 year old and i can tell you miss James i do to
Gracie- he was my baldie bestie and of course you do he was your brother
Darcie- he's not really gone you know
Grace- how so ?
Darcie- before he went ti hospital and we were looking at stars and he pointed to an empty space in the sky and said that he will be in that spot when he no longer on the earth so every night and look up and that empty space now has star his star
Grace- i love that you'll have to show me it one day
Darcie - definitely grace can i ask you something
Grace- of course
Darcie- did James ever talk about me to you or at school
Grace- all the time he loves so much you know that
Darcie- he always spoke about you and the boys at home
Next minute James mum walked over and sat with them
James mum- can you give us a moment darcie please
Darcie-yes mummy bye grace
She hugged grace and ran off to her uncle
Grace- I'm sorry for going outside
James mum - don't apologise all i wanted to do during that was to go out and cry thank you though
Grace- for what
James mum-first time darcie hasn't cried since James passed away and speaking
Grace- if you ever need anything I'm here especially for darcie
James mum- i know thank you i think your brothers are waiting for you
Grace- yeah I'm staying the hospital two weeks i can stay though
James mum- No you need to be at the hospital just keep in touch please
Grace - i will see you later
James mum-  see you soon
Grace then went and said bye to her friends she still hadn't told them everything was really complicated right
They were all coming to visit i know i need to tell them but its just hard after everything that has happened lately.