Hiraeth - BTS (reverse harem)

Chpt. 20

Ara's POV

Once we finished our heart to heart which was actually kind of nice to share and get everything out there...it's a first for me but I must admit. It's like I want to become family, or just closer to the boys in a sense I guess make sure they're always healthy and smiling.
People would say this is a 'dream job' and not because of the boys and them being idols nono...the atmosphere the environment where we can trust one another and rely on each other that's what makes a job a 'dream job' in my opinion.

""Guys...?" I called out bringing my luggage downstairs its 10pm now we spent the day packing, eating lazying around.
I walked downstairs and see Jimin laying on the couch on his phone.
"Oppa..." I called out but he didn't reply I walked closer and he fell asleep with his phone in his hands.
"Ji-....min....." I trailed off barely above a whisper as I see he has my ballet shoes next to him. He's holding them...
I let a small smile fall on my face. I take his phone turn it off and place it on the table and grab my shoes from next to him and throw them into the other couch. I threw a little blanket over him.
He quickly cuddled with the blanket.

I left jimin only to find RM and Jin in the kitchen reading god knows what.
"3 hours and we will leave" I popped in and they nodded.
"Has everyone packed?" Jin asked
"That's what I'm trying to find out but jimin is asleep so I'm sure he's good" I mentioned and they nodded.
I walk downstairs to the lower floor to find Taehyung.
"Tae..." I called out
"Mmh..." I got a response from the other side of the door.
I lightly opened it and he was nearly folding his clothes into the suite case.
"Just double checking everyone is good to go" I smiled.
He nodded with his boxy smile. 
"Yess I'm done I'm just folding them I don't like creases" he explained with a pout. Why was that so adorable...my heart I felt it palpitate.
"Y-yes" I replied not know what to say really.
"Why are you suddenly nervous?" He bluntly asked which gave me a full anxiety attack.

"W-what? Me?" I began stammering
"Actually Jin..Jin wants me to make sure everyone is packed imma go do that" I quickly backed up from the room where he was giving me a knowingly grin.
I sighed once I stepped out.
'These kids...' I thought to myself
I went upstairs and knocked on J-hopes door.
"Come in" a voice spoke and I opened the door he was chilling on his bed on his phone. I walked in the room.
"Oh? Ara whats up?" He looked over at me and pulled the cover off himself and was about to stand up.
"You don't need to get up just wanted to make sure that you're all set to go and packed" I said waving him to sit back down but he didn't.
"Yess I have everything I don't pack too much" said and tapped on his desk lamp making the light brightness more brighter to light the room.
"I see that's good I'm glad, let me just finish checking on the others" I said, but before I even turned he had already came closer and was waiting for my consent as he wanted to move my hair...I looked away and he moved my hair to the side to look at the bruise.
He lightly tapped on it.
"Does it hurt?" He asked and I shook my head.
"N-no not really it's fading quickly which is good I'm glad" I said and he sighed.
"Don't ever try to keep something like that from me Ara" He said and I still didn't look at him I just nodded my head.
"Look at me when I talk to you"
.....
I was shocked at his tone and words I didn't know weather to tell him "what" or...be genuinely scared.
I looked up at his dark eyes...
"I'm serious" he said
My body quickly reacted for me Nodding.
"I won't, I promise" I said and his eyes softened so I felt more relaxed and I felt my shoulders fall...but quickly rose again.
The sudden movement caught me off guard. My chin was being lightly held but firmly in between his thumb and index finger while the rest rested on my neck.
"I don't want to see a single mark on you by another man...understood" his tone was dead serious yet his eyes weren't dark they were soft but the mix throws me off so much I don't know what to do.
I melted in his hand all I could do was look at him.

He was inching closer but dipped his head
down to my ear, he warm breath made shivers crawl down my back. My breath hitched once I felt his lips against my skin.
"Your skin is too beautiful to be marked up that way" he said and I went something warm on my neck...but the warmth was not the only sensation that I quickly felt.
"I- j-hope..." I tried getting my words out.
He still held my face in place and moved it to his convenience.
I felt him kissing and making out with my neck. He didn't stay in one spot...that's smart.
'Why would I think about that being smart' I scolded myself.

Then he got to my collarbone since I had a v-neck.
"Mhha.." I gasped at the sensation and my palms quickly held his biceps for support as I began to move my head to give him more access.
"J-hope-ah....w-we s-shouldn't be doing...this..." my breathy tone was making it worse.
"Why" was all he said.
"T-this is wrong...if a-anyone else finds us" I tried to make him come to realization, cause my own thoughts were being clouded.
"Nobody can come in unless they knock" he stopped and looked at me.
He glanced at my lips and quickly caught them. He wrapped his arms around my body and brought me so close I had to put my arms somewhere and that was around his neck.
His lips are soft...and full, he quickly explored my mouth and I was a mess.
I finally pushed him back.
"J-jhope....." I breathed he looked at me and smiled, he kissed my cheek.
"You should really re-read your contract...I don't think you read it all did you" he said chuckling and dropped back down on his bed.

I stood there....
"What.." I said...