Hiraeth - BTS (reverse harem)

Chpt. 38

Ara's POV

The assistants helped me get him to the stadium making sure the hallways were clear and nobody was insight to avoid questions.
They get us to the stadium medical room and I see my suitcase there already.
"Lay him down I'll be right back" I grabbed a ball of clothing and ran to the door across being a restroom.
I got out of my saggy clothing and changed on the quicks into my scrubs.
I speed walk back to the room To see staff from afar and the boys in the hall the door open.
"Nooo noo no! This is not what we're gonna do! I need and will have only Sejin and the boys outside, I cannot have y'all blocking this hall!" I spoke as I get near them and they all look at me with furrowed brows. I felt my eyebrow twitch.
"Escucharon? Muévanse!"
(Did y'all hear? Move!)
My voice drops an octave in my native tongue. They look at me like I'm a 'weirdo' and begging to murmur walking away leaving the boys with a worried look.
"Just stay here and bear with me a little..." I sighed feeling slightly I overwhelmed.
I walked I into the room where Yoongi is laying there with his eyes closed.
"You awake?" I got my stethoscope
"Barely...I feel so tired" he mumbled
I listened to his breathing, which was fine thank goodness. His eyes were fine, his tonsils weren't swollen no infection. It's pure fatigue and overwork.
"Take these please" I handed him two pills which he took.
"Imma put an IV to get you fluids and you should be better in a few we still have time before the concert.
I was about to get my stuff before the door opened.
"Yoongi-shii?" The door opened suddenly
I jumped at the sudden feminine voice...
'The hell...' I turned around to see Hyorin
"Hyorin?" I asked.
She was the girl I met at that meeting the assistant in training.
"Ara! Hii!" She waved smiling. I smiled back but confused at her suddenly presence.
"Mr.Kim sent me he was worried over the sudden news of Yoongi-shi and sent me over to check in him" She stated
"Mr.Kim? You're under him?" I asked bluntly.
"Yes I've been promoted to his personal assistant" she smiled...but in all honestly she gave me an 'entitled' feeling. She was holding her head really high. She didn't seem as sweet as before. I'm getting a bad feeling, but if could all be in my head.

"So if you don't mind me I'll just be around for a bit" She made herself comfortable in the chair. The door was opened and they looked just as confused.
I looked at Yoongi as she was writing in her folder.
Yoongi sighed loudly pinching his nose bridge in annoyance.
"Why" he groaned and I'm sure Hyorin was able to catch that if i did...
"Actually I do mind" I spoke up getting the IV line essentials.
"I'm sorry?" She looked confused.
"I have a member here who is not feeling too well, I want to get all the rest he needs while he has a line of fluids, I'm even keeping the members out for now" I spoke to her, not in a rude way, but serious manner.
"Of course I'll keep Mr.Kim updated" she spoke quickly and got up and took off.
'Okay...' I sighed and went back to Yoongi.
"I'm sorry about that.." I frowned feeling like I haven't been much of help in making him feel better.
"You're fine...you're the only one...keeping me at ease.." he spoke under his breath.
I felt the corners up my lip twitching up, feeling endearment.
It's been a while since I had spoken to him.
I got the IV line started and took the chair sitting next to him. His eye bags were very prominent.
"Are you cold do you need anything?" I asked him unfolding a blanket placing it over his legs.
"I'm okay, you can let the members in...they won't leave you alone.." he chuckled and I smiled nodding.
I got up to open the door they were sitting outside.
I sighed
"You guys, you could have waited your waiting rooms...not in the floor" I chuckled and they all quickly got up.
"Come come" i gestured to them leading the inside the room.
They all quickly greeted Yoongi and Jin made some jokes here and there. They talked for a while and made sure he was okay and healthy.
"Ara you're awesome!" Taehyung rested his head on my shoulder, holding my frame lightly.
"Hahaha...I didn't do anything, he's overworked himself, his body was stressed" I chuckled and they all looked at Yoongi disapprovingly.
"Ya hyung...you can't be doing that" Jungkook complained and Yoongi just waved him down.
'I know this dude gonna pull this again' I shook my head disapprovingly.
"Ohh Ara is this your uniform?" Jimin tugged on my sleeve.
"Oh these? Kim gave them to me when I first met him...these are it" I shrugged tugging on the shirt.
Did I mention these were uncomfortable fitted...super.
"Ohh..." the awed in union.

"Arenttheyalittletight?"
I saw Taehyung mumbling but I didn't quite catch it.
"What was that?" I asked confused.
"That we should have gotten them with our logo on it!" Taehyung whined.
"Ohhh yeah! That would've been so cool!" I looked at the scrubs.
"Maybe we can get her new ones!" Jin suggested and they all nodded.
"I like them" Yoongi mumbled and Jimin oddly hit his foot rather aggressively.
"Jimin!" I called to him as Yoongi hissed.
"Sorry...muscle spasm" He giggled and I furrowed my brows at the odd man.
"Okay okay, you all go rest and do what you do, let Yoongi finish his IV and I'll send him off" I shooed them out and they complained on their way out.
"Yesss yesss Jhope you're upset 'I knowww'" I giggled and he rolled his eyes.
I go back to the door and Yoongi is still laying on the bed but he looks more 'alive' now.
"You're getting more color that's good" I looked at his face and wrote some notes down.
"So I'm all good now?" He asked and I looked at him disapprovingly.
"You know every once in a while you should come to the house instead of staying at the studio 24/7, how am I going to do my job if I can't even get you to sleep?"
"I'm sure you'll live" he spoke, but his comment made me furrow my brows. I was just kidding...
"What is your deal? I was kidding but also worried, you talk to me one day the next you don't, what's up?" I dropped my hands to either side hearing a clap in the room.
"Every since L.A that day, did it bother you that much...if it does t-tell me! I won't let my feeling come over my professionalism again! I-"
"You..." he cut me off
"You make my head hurt, you give me these headaches" he rubs his temples...my heart sank, I wasn't aware how much his words were going to affect me.
"You talk and my head hurts it spins..." He kept explaining and I had to hold my breath if not I would've gasped at his words already.
"Everything you do...is.." he stressfully sits up and I roll the chair back to get space inbetween. His eyes are glued onto my tears gaze.
"I thought going to the studio would've helped, but not even then..." he scoffed.

I couldn't even speak.
"I-I...I wasn't aware of your strong...t-towards me" I made out looking at my knees.
'He loathes my presence...'

He breathed deeply
"I spent day and night at the studio forcing myself to not be greedy. I want to be able; to be okay with the fact that I can't just have you to myself or even want you to myself...I have to go on about my day knowing any of the other members could easily make you laugh and smile and could hold you. That day at LA it wasn't me that you shared a moment with which eats at me, and it has to be okay. I need to be okay with the fact that there is 6 other damn boys too, before I even think about being alone in a room with you..."
The arm rest of my chairs where pulled and he brought me up to him, our knees where touching and his face was right infront of mine. His lips where hovering over over just about 4 inches away...my back was straightening out.
"I can't be alone with you just yet... let alone in an enclosed space, until I accept the fact that you would not be just mine if I were to want you...and I do, but I need you to tone it down sometimes" His warm breath landed on my cheeks sending electrical feelings down my spine.
I couldn't even begin to process his words.
"Imma go to the waiting room already, I'll see you in a bit alright" he leaned back to catch my eyes and smiled lightly before resting him hand on my head and took his leave.

'He what...' I exhaled dropping my flustered face into my palms...