CUTE (Mairi

Nineteen

Time skip two days

Mattia pov

I was at my house by myself waiting for Kairi to be done doing whatever he was doing and come and hang out and i got hungry so decided to cook something I went downstairs deciding on making grilled cheese just because

Time skip

I finished and stared eating I guess i forgot to turn of the stove cause I smelt smoke I turn around seeing fire coming of the stove I was shocked and was about to do something when

Touch it

You know you want to

Burn yourself to death be with your aunt

Flashbacks of that day started to fill my head

(Flashback)

Little Mattia:auntie auntie look I made you some soup

At the time she was sick and was at our house and mom went somewhere but was coming right back

Auntie:oh thank you Mattia

Mattia:yep I was a big boy and used the stove

Aunt:what

She turned her head seeing the stove on fire as the fire grew bigger and bigger she quickly got up to take it out but it only got worse and she ended up burning herself and every part of her body going on  I just a stood and watched in horror I was so shocked I couldn't do anything the house was smoking and my mom came running in seeing my aunt burnt body on the ground and ambulance immediately getting her then me out the house cause the smoke was filling my lungs that was the last time I ever saw my aunt

(Flashback over)

Touch it it's your fault she's dead you should just join her

Do it Mattia your worthless and nobody loves you not even Kairi

No please don't guys stop leave him alone

Mattia don't do it Kairi can't loose you he does love you your his bestfriend

No he doesn't your a worthless piece of shit who can go strait to hell for being a fag

Damn my own mind is homophobic I was very close to it as it got bigger as soon as I was about to touch it I got pulled back as I saw the fire go out

Kai:Mattia!

Kai pov

I walk in mattia's house smelling smoke I look up seeing a big fire on the stove and mattia inching closer and closer to it oh no it must be them as soon as he was about to touch it I pulled him back away from the stove putting the fire out

Kai:Mattia!

Kai:Mattia what the fuck you could have gotten hurt

He stared at me for a little bit before his breathing picked up as he fell to he ground tears falling down his face I quickly crouch down to him holding his face up

Kai:hey hey breath breath it's ok I'm here

Mattia:fire.........auntie..........my fault.......dead..........me

He's traumatized

Kai:hey hey it's ok it's not your fault nothing was ever your fault it was an accident now she's in a better place watching over your now I need you to breath for me

I laid his head on my chest so he could listen to my heart beat to calm down he always does this with me when I have panic or anxiety attacks

Kai:you ok now