Glowing eyes

Chapter two.

Josh couldn't sleep as he was thinking of Tyler and worrying about him. Tyler was still crying and wished someone could hear him begging for help. He hated the glowing eyes he absolutely hated them and wished it would all stop. He was thinking about the noose, all the voices, the things they told him to do. Maybe if he listened to them they would stop. Maybe if he actually killed himself it would all stop. What if they didn't stop there and was still with him after he committed suicide? He just put his hands on the back of his head and cried into his knees. Maybe if someone could hear him they'd help. He didn't wanna tell anyone though.

As the night passed more Josh eventually came back to the abandoned house that had Tyler inside. Josh could hear as the teenage boy cried saying the phrase 'make them stop' over and over again. Josh tried to open the door but it was locked. Tyler heard him and quickly got silent trying not to cry anymore. "Ty come on I know you're in there I heard you crying please just let me in I won't question anything." He wished josh would ask him all about it. Tyler got up opening the door and letting him in. All he could do is start to cry again. Josh sat down with him and looked away so he wasn't staring at him. "Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked soothingly. Tyler just nodded. "When your ready just let it out." He looked at Tyler's arms to make sure he was ok. "Josh I feel like I can't do anything right. It's too much for me everyday. It's so bad. We all know somebody who knows somebody who is doing great but I don't know anyone like that." "I understand Tyler I completely understand because I know people who know people who are flying straight" Josh answered after a while. "Tyler can I ask you what the glowing eyes are?" Josh had wondered this all night. "That's how I describe my depression and the voices in my head" he didn't even hesitate to answer which shocked Josh completely. Josh just nodded. Tyler looked at him but stayed quiet.

After a while of just sitting in silence they fell asleep and Josh slept on the other end of the bed from Tyler. Both of them slept until 3pm and Josh had a bunch of texts from his friends who always bullied Tyler. He just ignored the texts and decided to stay with Tyler for now just to make sure everything was ok with him. "So what would you like to do today?" Josh asked the boy now looking at him straight in the eyes. He sat silent for a few seconds not knowing how to answer. "Be depressed and not want to move and just lay here all day?" Tyler was blunt as ever with Josh. "Come on there's gotta be something you like doing, there's definitely gotta be at least one thing that makes you feel better." Josh looked at Tyler waiting for a response. 

Really Tyler would rather not answer especially not right now. He was feeling like absolute shit at the moment and wanted nothing to do with Josh. Sometimes Tyler wondered why he was even friends with him. "I like singing. I rap but also sing with it. Sometimes I scream." Tyler thought of a song he mad once and wanted to sing it so badly but it would bring back so many memories. "I have a song already written. It's about.....my ex girlfriend." Josh looked down immediately. He knew exactly who he was talking about. The eighteen year old girl who got murdered in the house they were sitting in now. If only Tyler knew it was her house. If Tyler only knew she had a twin named Debby that nobody knew about. If Tyler only knew Josh's best friend killed her, things would go different right now. "Look we don't have to talk about her you know?" Josh offered trying to get away from the situation. "No it's ok. I know she moved actually. Jenna was her name. This is her house. She killed herself. Because of her ex boyfriend being a dick to her." Josh got up after hearing this and went over to Tyler choking him. "Listen here you little douchebag her boyfriend was me. This is her house and she had a twin sister named Debby that nobody knew about. That's why everyone said she moved away but really she died. I'm the guy she left you for." Tyler was struggling to breathe at this point.

As Josh stayed on top of Tyler choking him he noticed he wasn't breathing anymore. "Ty? Shit! Tyler!?" Josh slapped his face a little trying to wake him. He started to do CPR on Tyler which worked. "What happened?" Tyler asked confused. "You passed out I think and stopped breathing" josh lied so he wouldn't ask questions. "Oh ok I'm sorry" Tyler felt bad now and his throat hurt. "You don't have to apologize." Josh reassured. Tyler just stayed quiet. Josh hoped he didn't remember what happened because he would feel so bad right now if Tyler bring it up.

"Hey you knew Jenna right?" Tyler looked at Josh who was now looking down. "Yeah we were friends, why?" Josh started to panic. "I had a crush on her. We dated for a while but she left me actually. Then moved. I wish I could see her again." Tyler frowned and Josh got up to leave. "I'll be back later don't go anywhere" Josh flashed Tyler a smile which made him slightly blush. Josh noticed and opened the door to leave. Tyler decided to take a nap instead of waiting.

Hiii I hope you all enjoyed this chapter even tho it's shitty but anyways have a good day and never give up I love you all
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