The Camper Van | ☑️

chapter 19

*next day: first day of the second month*

yoongi just finished breakfast when he realized jimin hasn't woken up yet. he quickly plates the food and places a few napkins over them before going to jimin's bed, gently shaking the male.

"jimin. hey jiminnn. time for breakfast."

"5 more minutes." jimin groaned, turning his back against yoongi.

yoongi sighed, sitting on the bed and continued to poke him. "it would be different if I didn't cook breakfast but I did and I am starving and I don't want to eat without you."

"it's possible to eat without me, just take your plate and sit at the table."

yoongi scoffed and pinched his arm tightly, making the younger yelp and hold onto his arm.

"why did you do that?!" jimin boomed, turning his body slightly to glare at yoongi.

"what's wrong?" yoongi's voice was laced with worry once he saw jimin's face. his eyes was puffy and semi-red as if he cried all night.

"what do you mean? I am fine, it's normal to sleep in some days you know."

"I know that asshat, I mean why is your eyes puffy? have you been crying?"

jimin's eyes went wide as he sat up on the bed slowly, touching around his eyes and face. yoongi was right, his face did feel a bit fatter than usual.

"answer me jimin."

jimin sighed, looking down at his legs that was covered with the blanket. he might as well tell him the news, he was bound to know eventually.

"taehyung and I broke up last night." tears starting to resurface as the night before replayed in his mind like a broken record.

yoongi's face fell, looking down at his hands that was in his lap. so that's why he left last night, he thought.

"I just.. I couldn't keep hurting him anymore. I know it must have hurt how his boyfriend can't love him the way he does. I know it must have sucked how I kept constantly treating him as a friend rather than a lover. I was stupid, so stupid and selfish." jimin ranted, letting the tears to fall down on his cheeks.

"how could I have been so blind? so oblivious? its like I knew I didn't love him but I kept going just for the fact that he was with me. what is wrong with me?" jimin started sobbing, covering his face with his hands while doing so.

yoongi felt bad, he has never seen someone so broken before in his life and hoseok has cried many times to him before but it wasn't like this. it wasn't heartbreak cries.

yoongi scooted closer and rubbed jimin's back, letting him cry out all of his pain. he wanted to hug him but he figured that a back rub would suit better in this situation.

"I'm sorry.. I know how much he means to you."

"he means everything to me."

"but that doesn't mean you lost him forever. you two are still friends, just not romantically. you can still see him and hug him and do whatever you two love to do."

"but I feel like I wasted a year of his life, he could have dated someone that loved him back instead of me."

"don't think of it as wasting a year of his life. I'm pretty sure he was grateful that you was dating him and being with him in general."

jimin sniffed, his cries subsiding to sniffles as he wiped his face from his tears. he leaned his body into yoongi, cuddling up into his chest for comfort.