The Camper Van | ☑️

chapter 20

*week later; 3 more weeks till challenge is over*

yoongi pov

ever since the break up, jimin has been getting better each day but I know it still hurts him on the inside. I haven't offer to visit since that night, thinking that it would be better if they was apart for a while.

sadly there was a price to pay after their confrontation. jimin started getting nightmares, nightmares that he can't exactly explain to me even if he tried. he said the dream was everywhere but all he knows is that it gives him bad feelings and night sweats.

being the good friend I am, I started sleeping with him WITH A COMFORTABLE AMOUNT OF SPACE OF COURSE. no cuddles or skin contact, just the feeling of me being there.

I placed my head on jimin's shoulder, feeling him flinch under my chin. I was dying, itching to wrap my arms or at least my hands around his waist but I know it was too soon.

I am truly in deep water, falling for someone who doesn't feel the same way for me. falling for someone who is going through a pretty rough breakup. at least I can be near him again, to be in this close proximity more frequently.

"you scared me yoongi." jimin said with a slight smile.

I smirk. "that was my goal."

"I can feel you smirking on the side of my face now get off, it's already hot as it is."

"you should be used to that by now."

"what?"

"being hot."

jimin turned around and kicked me in the shin, making me laugh but then I soon feel the pain. damn, some power he has.

after a few minutes, jimin plated the table with breakfast and we ate in silence. we have gotten so used to not talking while eating that we don't mind the quietness that surrounded us. it's really comforting actually.

"okay, don't... don't hate me for this." jimin came out once we was closed to eating.

I raised an eyebrow, urging him to go forward.

"I guess I should say this first, I have feelings for you."

I choked on my spit. "what?"

"for the past couple of weeks, even when I was dating taehyung, I slowly started gaining feelings for you. I noticed I had them when you told me you liked me."

why did he go past tense as if they went away? they never went away, shit they did the opposite and continued to grow.

"the thing is.. I still have feel the same way for taehyung but not as strong as before."

I chugged on my water, I am feeling overwhelmed and I don't like it.

"I don't know what to do! I know me and taehyung will never be a thing again so why do I still feel some type of attachment to him?" jimin continued, running his hands through his hair.

I couldn't say anything. there was nothing to say about this. I'm stuck on the fact that he likes me. that he likes me back.

"I know there's not much to say but I just thought I should say that although nothing will probably change between us."

"follow your heart." I finally manage to spit out.

"what? what do you-"

"do what your heart wants. if you want to be with taehyung again, then do it. if you think... me and you have a chance, then go for it."

"is this your way of asking me out producer man?" jimin smiled evilly, I glared at him.

"if you think I'm going to use your vulnerable side as a opportunity to 'slide in your dms' then you are wrong. I truly just want what's best for you."

jimin smiled sweetly, his blush coming in full force as he dropped his head down to hid it. adorable.

"so I should just... follow my heart?" jimin repeated.

"you should follow your heart."