Never to love again - girlxgirl

Never to love again - girlxgirl Chapter 4 Feeling complete

Sorry the chapters are so short, but look on the bright side, it allows me to upload more often.  Things will start heating up in this chapter, so enjoy.

Lacey and I sat in silence the next morning in the kitchen as we drank our coffee.  Neither one of us really knew what to say to the other.  It wasn't like either one of us had ever been in a gay relationship before or even had an encounter with another woman.  I watched Lacey as she washed the coffee mugs and stared at her back, lost in thought as I recalled the events that had taken place last night.

I wanted to reach out and grab her by the waist and kiss her again, but I was too scared.  As I was about to get up and leave the room, Lacey turned to face me,  "Look Julia, about last night, um I don't really know what you want from me but I'm kinda feeling really confused right now."

I looked at Lacey and walked towards her.  I stopped mere inches from her and responded, "I'm just as confused about last night and I don't really know what you want from me either.  But to be honest, I've never felt anything quite like I felt last night when we kissed.  It....it was amazing."  I knew I was laying our friendship on the line here and it could mean the end or beginning of something wonderful, but I had to do it.

Lacey's cheeks turned a slight red and she closed the gap between us as she raised her arms to hug me.  Our faces met and we stared into each other's as we searched for the answers we were looking for.  We were just about to kiss again when we heard a noise behind us.  "Uhm.....what's going on here then?"  Leanne laughed from the kitchen door.  We pulled away from one another quickly and stood looking at Leanne blushing furiously.  "Well it's about time you two got together,"  Leanne smirked, "The sexual tension between you two was starting to affect me."

Lacey turned and buried her head in my shoulder as we giggled at Leanne's comment.  "There's nothing going on okay sis," Lacey responded.  "We...we were just giving each other a hug thats all."

"Mhm okay, that's your story and you stick to it," Leanne laughed as she left the kitchen with a bottle of water.

"Hmmm, now where were we before we were so rudely interrupted?" I asked as I looked into Lacey's eyes again.  Lacey moved closer to me.  "Around about here, I think," she whispered seductively into my ear as she grabbed me by the neck and pulled me into a passionate kiss.

'Wow' I thought to myself, 'I could definitely learn to live with this.'  She grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the bedroom, where we spent the rest of the day making out and chatting.  We both agreed that we didn't want to rush things and that we would 'explore' further once we were sure about our feelings.

Once the tension was behind us, we seemed to settle into a regular routine.  Either Lacey would spend the night with me at my place or I would drive to her in the evening after work.  Fortunately, being a teacher, I had a lot of free time on the weekends and plenty of holidays.  My cell phone bill had climbed quite alarmingly as well, as we spent most of our waking hours apart, texting and phoning one another.

On Friday, it would be exactly one month since we had kissed and so I had decided to surprise her with a romantic dinner.  I was a pretty decent cook and I loved watching the cooking channel, so I knew I could whip up something tasty without too much effort.

I put a roast in the oven and went to set the table while I waited for Lacey to arrive.  I lit some candles and put on some romantic music as I surveyed the scene.  'Hmm, not too shabby,' I thought to myself, pleased with my efforts.

Lacey arrived about 10minutes later and was astounded by the romantic setting that I had prepared for her.  She pulled me closer and kissed me on the lips before she let me go and hurried off to the bathroom to take a shower.  She had come straight to my place after work and wanted to change into something nice before we ate.

I hummed to myself as I finished preparing the vegetables and cheese sauce for the cauliflower.  I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and turned to face Lacey.  "You smell good," I murmered into her chest as she held me tight.  "I hope your hungry."

Lacey nibbled lightly on my ear, "I'm really hungry, but not for food."

I blushed as she kissed me passionately on the mouth, her tongue doing things to me that was making my stomach explode into tiny little balls, something like the feel of space pops on your tongue.  She kissed me down my neck and moved to the back of my ear, making me really moist in places that had long since felt that way.  I knew if I didn't stop her now that supper would be ruined.

"Come sit Babe," I managed to gasp out of breath.  "Supper's ready."

"I bet it won't taste as good as you," she smiled seductively as she took a seat at the table and poured us some wine.

We ate our dinner, which she complimented me on continuously, and chatted for what seemed like hours.  My favourite song by Madonna came on and Lacey asked me to dance.  'I'll remember' had kind of become our song and we danced slowly, while holding one another closely.  As the song came to an end, Lacey leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips, I groaned and pulled her closer, showing her that I wanted more.

We walked together, as we kissed, to my room and she lay me down on the bed as we continued to kiss one another passionately.  I lifted my arms as she pulled my shirt over my head and I proceeded to do the same to hers.  We lost the bra's just as quickly and lay naked next to one another from the waist up.  Her bare skin felt so perfect against my own and I was starting to become very heated and urgent to feel more of her skin against my own.

We giggled shyly as we pulled one anothers pants down so that we both had only our panties left.  I felt cold without her arms around me and pulled her down on top of me once more.  Lacey kissed me down my neck and cupped my breasts with her hands as she rubbed her thumbs over my nipples.  I felt myself becoming moist at the centre of my core and flipped her over onto her back as I took control, placing my hands on her breasts as I explored them further with my mouth.  I heard her groan as I flicked my tongue over her hardened nipples.

Somewhere between all the kissing and fondling, we had managed to lose our panties and we both lay naked next to one another as we continued our exploration of one another's bodies.  Lacey rubbed her thumb against the top of my pubic bone and looked into my eyes questioningly for permission to proceed further.  I moaned in anticipation, she slowly touched my womanhood with her index finger as she started to rub it slowly at first and then with more haste as I gasped and begged for more.

She gently pushed one finger inside of me and I cried out in pleasure as she pushed a second one in too.  I could feel myself lose control as she pumped her fingers into me while her thumb continued to rub against me.  Just as I felt I couldn't take the sensations any more, I reached my climax and fell back to the bed in silent ecstacy.

Once I had recovered, I smiled and kissed her on the mouth, "Now it's my turn," I whispered seductively into her ear, as I continued moving my hand down her body to explore her womanhood.  She cried out as I pleasured her and bucked her hips up to meet my hand as I pushed into her.

We spent the entire night making love.  It was the most real and passionate love I had ever felt for someone.  I had never slept with any of my previous boyfriends, guess now I know why, and the feelings she had made me feel were all new to me.  I was truly falling deeply in love with this woman and I could feel that she felt the same.

We lay naked in one anothers arms and as I was about to drift off into a blissfull sleep I heard her whisper, "I love you Julia."  I smiled and whispered back, "I love you too Lacey."