blood and love. The Heart Of Witch

Chapter XLVII:

Chapter 47

Helena's POV

300 years ago, my mind was filled up of greedy thoughts,

RULE THE WORLD AND BE THE MOST POWERFUL.

That was my dearest goal.

I seek for power, I've even killed my own parents for the sake of power.

To become the most powerful creature that have ever lived,

I used other people, I hurted others, I killed some, and let my self be a MONSTER

I bribe my own soul into hell...

Because I thought... Being the most powerful will brings me into happiness...

But no matter how much my power is,I can't be happy...

I always have the victory, but I never felt the feeling of being the winner....

There's always have a missing part of me...

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Until i found myself into a dark...

I realized... I'm ALONE...

and that was the very first time i have ever felt FEAR and HOPELESS...

I've learned... Being the POWERFUL OR STRONGEST is useless when your alone...

No ones cared and no ones there to be on your side.

But then in that dark place...

I heard some voice...

"Keisha! Gumising kana!"

She's calling someone's name but my hearts responding to her voice.

Keisha Mauerine...

I was born again...as a human being...

A pathetic and powerless human being....

"Gumising kana anak! Tatanghaliin ka nanaman....mapapagalitan ka nanaman ng guro mo! Tumayo kana!"

That voice scolding me every each day...but why does it doesn't annoys me?

To be recognized of being her child...

Warms my heart...

"Ano dayy? Tulog pa diwa mo? Aba'y matindi yan! Puyat pa kasi! Pag ikaw naging anemic magmumuka ka lalong patay!"

That girl always giving me a sarcastic words but...

I can feel her concern...and it brighten my day...in this long and wide darkness...

"Ahhhh! Bakla!! Help! Ginagahasa nanaman ako ni Sabrina amazona!! Bakla help me!!"

This person's counting on me so much...

But i felt useful...

"Oh...Ang haba pala ng pilik mata mo Keisha ehh! Oh! Tas ang pula ng labi o! Kahit di na lagyan ng lipstick, wait...ang cute mo!"

Complementing in the exaggerated ways...

How annoying but made me felt special...

"*Laugh*May tatlong bampira sa bar.
Vampire#1:Waiter paorder ng fresh blood.
Waiter:Coming sir.
Tapos may dumating ulit na isa pang vampire. Umupo sya sa tabi nung unang bampira at tumawag ng waiter.
Vampire#2:Pa order ng de nuguan.
Waiter:Dinuguan lang po sir?
Vampire#2:Oo Nagtitipid ako ngayun ehh.
*Laugh* Tapos may isa nanamang dumating na bampira. Umupo sya sa tabi ni vampire #2 at tumawag ng waiter.
Vampire#3:Hot water please.
Napakamot yung waiter.
Waiter:Hot water lang po?Bakit hot water lang po?
*Laugh*
Vampire#3;May *Laugh* napulot kasi akung napkin sa daan...magtsatsaa na lang ako *Laugh* Nakakatawa diba?! Hahaha"