ՏᗴᐯᗴᑎTᗴᗴᑎ ❥︎𝑆𝑜𝑜𝑛ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑛

Crazy

Jihoon's PoV

1 week left.

I had 1 week left and I still couldn't finish the hip hop team's song.
I was going crazy, the hip hop team already had the lyrics done and all, but I still had to produce and arrange it.

I tried to listen to Soonyoung and take breaks..

But I couldn't.

I had to keep on working. I had to finish it. Even if I'm too exhausted for it.
I can do it.
I know I can.

But it was so hard.

Soonyoung wasn't with me anymore, he was busy making the choreography for Jam Jam, which yes, I finished the song.

But without Soonyoung..it was even harder for me.

But I can do it.

"Jihoon?"

I turned to look at Vernon, who was asking permission for him to walk in the studio, and I accepted.

"How things are going?"

"Great."

I could feel Vernon's gaze towards me, and I knew it was a concerned one.

"You sure?"

"Of course they are."

"I'm not talking about the songs, Jihoon."

I sighted and said nothing, I didn't have the energy to talk about that.

"I can see your eye bags ..do you even sleep?.."

"I do."

"How much?"

"...3 or maybe 4 hours?.."

Vernon shook his head, a sight leaving from his mouth, "That's not enou-"

"I don't care. I must finish it."

Vernon stopped looking at me, turning his head towards the computer.

"You know, I think I've heard Soonyoung's looking for you."

"I'll text him later."

"I heard it was important."

I groaned, but stood up, "Don't touch anything."

Vernon smiled and nodded, waving at me as I was leaving the studio.

I walked towards the dance studio, where I expected Soonyoung to be, and, obviously, I was right.

"Hey, Soon."

As soon as Soonyoung heard my voice, his head immediately turned to look at me, his eyes sparkling in excitement.

"Ji!!" He ran towards me and picked me up in a tight hug, maybe too tight, but I still hugged back, letting out a soft chuckle out.

"You know we've seen each other this morning right?"

"Yeah, but it was just for breakfast! I miss you Hoonie.."

I looked down.
He was right, we don't spend that much time together anymore, but that's because we have to work.

We'll have more time after this.

"I know babe, still, Vernon told me you need to talk about something important, what is it?"

Soonyoung quirked his eyebrow, crossing his arms while he didn't take his eyes from me, "I didn't, though. I actually just finished practicing the choreography with the boys-"

"I knew it!"

Soonyoung was taken back as I burst out, already turning to head back to the studio, but something stopped me.

Soonyoung stopped me.

"Don't leave, bub, I have some free time, can we spend it together..please?"

I looked right into Soonyoung's deep brown eyes, and melted into them, "Fine. Just 30 min, I really need to work."

Soonyoung smiled bright and pulled my face into a soft and loving kiss, me kissing him back while tugging softly onto his shirt.

The kiss went on and on, of course, we took some breaks, but our lips immediately meeting again after them.

It's been so long since we could kiss like this, and we both missed it.

Some long minutes later, the kiss was broken and we just remained together, cuddling softly each other in the corner of the dance studio.

"We should do this more often.."

"Yeah, but we also need to wor-"

"Oh please, stop it."

I looked at Soonyoung confused, and once I saw his expression, I knew something was wrong, "What..-?"

"I'm done with that Jihoon. You're always talking about work, you put work in first place-"

"Because it's important, Soonyoung! You all depend on my work, my songs need to be perfect for the group to have succes!"

"Is it more important Jihoon? Is it more important than me?"

I remained silent.
Of course Soonyoung was important for me, maybe the most important being in my life, but work is too.
The company depends on me, Seventeen depends on me.
I couldn't let anyone down.

And Soonyoung was not going to stop me.

"Yes. Yes it is. Now if you excuse me, I need to head back into my studio."

I stood up, and hoped that Soonyoung won't hold me back as he did a few moments ago.

And he didn't.

He let me go, and I left.
I couldn't stop thinking about what happened just a few minutes ago, but I shook it out from my head as I walked in my studio.

"Vernon?"

"I finished it!"

"You what!?" I walked towards the younger and looked at my computer's screen, and yes, it was ready.

'Ah yeah' was finished.
Vernon did it without any help of mine.

"So??" Vernon asked looking at me, waiting for my approval, and the only thing I could do is smile at him.

"Play it."

Vernon obeyed and pressed the play button.
As I was listening, Vernon couldn't stop boping his head to the rhythm and eventually, I started boping my head as well.

"It's perfect Non. It fits perfectly with the lyrics you guys made."

"I know right!? I really wanted to help you, hyung, I could see the stress you have from miles away."

I sighted, but smiled lovingly at the younger, patting his head, "Thank you Nonnie. You just did something espectacular."

Vernon looked at me, with obvious confusion in his eyes, "I did?"

"Yes, yes you did, you just finished the album."