Proud

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Jihoon's PoV

I stared at my phone for 10 minutes straight. 

I couldn't believe it yet, we were trending in youtube with 1m of views in less than 4 hours. 

I was deep in my thoughts, until I felt Soonyoung's thumb caressing my cheek, wiping the tear that was falling down on my cheek, and also had no idea it was there.

I looked up at him and I saw him smiling, his cheeky smile that always made my day brighter. He wiped another tear, caressing my cheek as gently as a feather.

And I loved it.

¨How do you feel?¨

¨Good, I guess? Happy?¨

¨No Jihoon, do you know what you're feeling?¨ I stared at him confused and shook my head slowly, ¨You're feeling proud Ji..proud that you got us there.¨

¨It wasn't only me Soon-¨

¨Yeah, it was, of course all of us, but who made the song?¨

¨I did but-¨

¨No buts Jihoon. Everyone did well, yes, but remember two months ago? You were writing songs, but never showed it to us, you just kept those masterpieces for yourself. But now that you decided to show them-¨

¨You decided that.¨

¨Excuse me, no I didn't. I made a proposition for you and you, yourself, accepted it.¨

I sighted, he was right, I don't know why it was hard for me to accept the fact that I am actually proud of myself. I already felt being proud, the first time I heard the members sing Shinning Diamond, right there was when I felt proud of myself. 

But now, it's different, not only my members and classmates loved my music, everyone did, and the feeling was too overwhelming. 

¨Ji..?¨

I got out from my thoughts and looked at Soonyoung, who smiled at me when our eyes met, gosh I'll never get tired of that. ¨What are you thinking?¨

¨...that you're right. I am proud of myself, but the feeling is stronger now, seeing many people liking our music, is just, too much happiness inside, you know?¨ Soonyoung nodded while stroking my hair gently, ¨I don't know..I want to continue this, I want to keep making music for people. I want them to enjoy it, to feel it and to make them happy..¨

I looked up to see Soonyoung smiling brightly, ¨I agree, I also want to keep doing this, making choreos for our fans to dance along-¨

¨Your choreos are not easy Soon, you're lucky that we all can dance.¨

Soonyoung laughed and shrugged, ¨I'll try make easy ones for our fans.¨

¨Mhm, yeah sure.¨ we both laughed loudly, not even noticing that we were holding hands. Both me and Soonyoung blushed when we noticed, but never letting go. 

¨We should go, the others might be at Wonu's celebrating again..¨

I groaned softly, shaking my head while clinging more into Soonyoung, ¨I'm really comfortable right now we can meet them later.¨

Soonyoung chuckled softly, not complaining tho, so we both stayed in a comfortable silence for some minutes, until he spoke again.

¨What are we?¨

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Third Person's PoV

Jeonghan was running towards Joshua with the phone on his hand, immediately showing him their video on youtube and yelling excited, Joshua beaming and screeching while looking at it. 

Seungkwan, Vernon and Seokmin were all three looking at the comments and surprised that there were no haters.

Yet.

Seungcheol was smiling as wide as he could while Dino was talking about how he was right and that they will be famous in a short time...and well he was not wrong, but that's for later.

Junhao were talking about how great they actually did and how proud they were when they saw the views. It was pretty surprising to have many views in just a small amount of time.

Wonwoo was trying to figure out who actually filmed it, while Mingyu was jumping up and down in excitement, really happy to see that amount of people loving their song.

They all continued being some excited beans until, the bell ringed. Wonwoo stood up and walked over the door to open it and smiled when he saw Soonyoung and Jihoon. 

¨Guys!! Soonhoon is here!!¨

¨Soonho-?¨ Jihoon was stopped mid-sentence as he was being pulled into a hug by Seungcheol, the rest hugging him as well, Soonyoung joining in the last, laughing softly.

Jihoon was trying to breath, just imagine yourself being hugged by 12 members at the same time. ¨O-ok guys, I love you too but can we stop, I need air to live-¨

They all pulled away and laughed when they saw a panting Jihoon trying to recover his breath. ¨Ok, what's wrong with-¨

¨Thank you Our Jihoonie!!!¨ they all said at the same time, making Jihoon flinched at first, but smile warmly afterwards.

¨Thank you for helping and getting me out from my comfort zone..you guys are really the best..¨

¨AWWEEEEE!!!¨ they all yelled, pulling Jihoon to another embrace, a really tight one, making the smaller groan, but laugh and try to hug them back.

¨We all love you our Jihoonie!!¨

¨I love you guys too..¨

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