ՏᗴᐯᗴᑎTᗴᗴᑎ ❥︎𝑆𝑜𝑜𝑛ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑛

Pretty Hurts

Seungkwan's PoV

It was 6pm, we already finished our classes and we decided to have another reunion at Wonu's place to talk about our next performance. I still had time some time before going there so I just sat behind a tree, closed my eyes, took a deep breath..

And started singing.

Singing always relaxed me and helped me thinking better. Lately it's been hard for me to focus on my classes , maybe because of our new group, maybe because of my crush on Vernon..

Maybe because of everyone commenting stuff about me.

I took another deep breath and continued singing, feeling tears falling down on my cheeks. I continued singing until..

¨Seungkwan..?¨

I stopped singing and wiped my tears as fast as I could and looked at the one calling my name. I stared at his eyes and I could see the worry in them, he stepped closer to me and sat right in front me.

¨Care to tell me what's wrong?¨ he asked softly, a warm tone on his voice.

I sighted and looked up to him, ¨I'm fine, I-¨

¨Don't lie to me.¨

I stared at him for some more seconds and took for the third time another deep breath, ¨They keep talking about me Jihoonie..¨ I sighted, fighting the urge to cry again, ¨They keep gossiping behind my back, about everything, about my grades, about my personality..about my body.¨

Jihoon sighted and held my hands, ¨We've talked about this Kwannie...those comments doesn't matter at all, the only thing that matters is that you love yourself, just like we all do. You're grades will get better, your personality is unique, never change that, and your body is perfect the way it is. Don't you think people comment about my height? They do, and also call me stuff, but I don't care, because I know I'm way better than them. And so are you.¨

I was already sobbing, they already told me this before, a year ago, the guys noticed that something was odd and talked to me, but now it feels more personal.

Me and Jihoon were close, but never that close to open up about this stuff and now that we both did, it felt special.

He wiped my tears smiling warmly, making me smile as well, ¨You know, your voice is one of the strongest and most beautiful voices I've ever heard along with Seokmin's. The way you sang was beautiful and special, what song it was?¨

¨Pretty hurts by Beyonce..¨

¨I should have known it would be Beyonce.¨ then we both started laughing softly, feeling all our worries wash away.

¨You know, ¨ he continued, ¨I'm going to write a duet for both you and Seokmin. You're voices in one song would be extremely beautiful.¨

I nodded, ¨I totally agree with you about that, but Jihoon?¨

¨Hm?¨

¨Soonyoung told me you finished our new song already, is that right?¨

He beamed and grabbed his backpack, opening it and taking out his notebook. ¨Yup! I'm actually proud of this one, Soonyoung helped me a lot actually.¨

I eyed at him and smiled internally remembering the conversation I had with Soonyoung last night, he said that the only think he did was watching anime, so that obviously means that Jihoon got his inspiration from him.

Jihoon handled me the book and I read the lyrics, smiling brighter at the time I was reading it. ¨This is actually beautiful, Jihoon! Didn't know Soonyoung made you feel this way.¨

¨Well, me neither but lately it seem-¨

I started laughing loudly when he realized what he was saying, gasping and being an adorable blushing mess. ¨It seems what, Jihoonie?¨

¨Don't you dare calling me that.¨

¨Why? Cause only Soonie can-?¨ I replied laughing as he hit my arm with his notebook, trying to hide is obvious blush on his face.

¨Well......I mayormaynothaveasmallcrushonsoonyoung.¨

¨Well, I mayormaynothaveasmallcrushonvernon.¨

He gasped smiling, excitement in his eyes, ¨Gosh! Finally you admit it!¨

¨Same thing for you! I just didn't want to leave you alone in this, I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this thing called love.¨

He smiled warmly at me with fondness in his eyes, which I never seen before, at least towards me, ¨Thank you..¨

¨No need to, anyways! What's the name of the song?¨

He smiled brightly, putting his notebook back in his backpack, and then looked at me standing up.

¨Adore u.¨

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Give love and appreciation to uri boo!!

I wanted to do a small bonding chapter between Seungkwannie and Jihoonie, and I actually like how it turned out!

Hope you like it, and have a nice day/night!!

Byeee Caraaatss!! ^3^