ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ || ᴀʙᴜsɪᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴡᴋs x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

chapter 15~ degrading

     "we have to leave keigo, please let go of me" you say while trying to leave your home. "i'm coming with!! i can't wait to move in with you. now you have to be with me 24/7" keigo shouts. you cup his face and kiss his nose. "we'll move in together, we just have to leave the island first, so come on before we miss our ride!" you say. you two leave the tiny home and head to the airport. you meet mirko there.

   "it's my two favorite love birds!" mirko says while spotting you and hawks holding hands. "heyo" hawks shouts from across from the room. "um keigo, everyone is looking at you" you remind him while tugging at his sleeve. "oh shit-" he gets cut off by a mob of fans and reporters chasing him. "we need to run. let's board" he whispers to you and grabs your wrist. "but mirko-" "i'm going on a different flight (y/n). i'll miss you, thank you for taking care of me! i'll see you soon!" mirko says. "you frown and keep running with keigo. "oh stop with the long faces. you get to spend time with me now. just the two of us, together" hawks says.

     you two finally board the flight and sit down. "go by the window" hawks demands. "oh okay." you reply. a flight attendant walks around and offers the passengers food and drinks. "hello may i get you two anything?" the lady asks "no we aren't hungry" hawks says. you look at your stomach. you were a little hungry. "hey.. keigo. i was a little hungry" you say quietly. "no you're not.  you eat too much."  keigo says angrily. you learn your head on the window that you were forced to sit next to. you were about to put in your earbuds until hawks grabs your hand. "no music. talk to me instead" he orders. you sigh and give in.

   the two of you talk until it's time to leave the airplane. keigo intertwines his fingers with yours and runs with you. "i wanna go to your place now." hawks says. "oh okay! just slow down please, my place isn't too far from here you don't need to run-" you get cut off by your boyfriend "come on slow poke. how are you gonna be successful when you can't even run fast? hurry the fuck up." he says.

    he's making me feel insecure

   do i really need to eat less? am i really that slow? do i need to be

better?

    why does he keep degrading me? i though he loves me.
   he told me he loved me
   he's not fucking showing it
   maybe what he's saying is true.

   i'm not enough

    i need to be better, for keigo.

  you pick up your car from the parking garage and start driving to your place, with keigo of course. "can you drive faster?" hawks asks. you speed up your car and you quickly arrive to your apartment. "the room number is 102, the last floor" you say. hawks bolts up to your room, leaving you to carry all the luggage. you sigh and use another dead hero's quirk. you use your quirk to teleport the luggage up to your room.
   after that, you can finally go upstairs. you open your door just to see hawks sitting there, frowning at you. "really (y/n)?  did you really use your quirk to put luggage your room? you're lazy as fuck! it's not even that heavy!" he says while kicking luggage at you. you flinch at the action and go to your room. "make yourself at home, keigo. and please stop degrading me." you say while walking away

    "you drag me down..

   ..you fuck me up."

time stamp -2:35- 2:39
"back to you"
louis tomlinson
ft bebe rexha

a/n
i'm so sorry for the short chapter, i didn't have too many ideas for this one :(( also, thank you so much for 600+ views! i really appreciate whoever's reading this rn.. thank you for sticking with this story!! :) when this story ends , i'll probably just have a chapter just to meet the author. maybe, idk nanajnajasjjs

again, happy birthday keigo! 🎂

stay safe! 💜