you and hawks part your separate ways and you find yourself at "home." jumping on your couch, you turn on the tv just to see... yourself? "what the fuck is this?" you whisper. you start to read the headlines but throw your head back in agony as you see what was going on. "pro hero hawks spotted with his significant other!" "FUCK! They've gotten everything all wrong!-" You get cut off by your phone ringing. Aaaaand to your surprise (not).. it's mirko again.
you: what the hell do you need
mirko: i saw the news. TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!
you: rumi no! it's a huge misunderstanding i'm not his s/o!
mirko: i'm not falling for that (y/n)! so are you guys having kids?"
you: you sound like the reporters.. no! i'm not having kids as of right now
mirko: that's what you say now.. I CALL BEING THE GOD MOTHER!
you: no
mirko: Damn what has gotten into you
you: it's a joke, but what else did they show on the news
mirko: well i saw him kiss you
you: it was on the cheek though
mirko: doesn't matterrrrr! look at my little (y/n) growing up so fast! i'm so proud of you
you: gee thanks rumi. just keep in mind that hawks and i aren't together. i'll ttyl byeeee
mirko: see ya!
call ended
𝚢/𝚗'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟.
why did they have to post that? now everyone's gonna think that i'm with keigo. it's not that i don't wanna be with him, but i don't like the publicity. i want things to be kept private but that's what i get for talking to a pro hero. it's a whole misunderstanding.
𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚟.
why are you stressing over people finding out about you and hawks? it's not like you guys are actually together. do you just not like the attention or are you afraid of what people will think of you? i mean you are gonna be with him soon, right? so why does it matter?
are you really that scared?
you heard enough of the tv and shut it off. the comfort of your current room is all you need at the moment. you slowly but surely walk to your room feeling like shit. on the way you grab some food and sit on your bed. you put your airpods on and listen to some more music just trying to escape reality. you smile and start singing to 'mayonaka no door/stay with me'
it was one of your favorites..
you jump around and pretend that you're at a concert and you're the one singing. you hated attention but when it came to singing, you loved it. it was amazing. you were amazing. you really were in your happy place. you're one escape from this shitty reality. somewhere no one would judge you. where no one would tell you that you were terrible and worthless.
you were happy
..happy
something you wouldn't feel in a while
you turn on the faucet to your bath and watch it slowly fill up. you put a robe on and pour soap in the bath. putting your hand in the water, you check the temperature and step into the warm feeling.
you finally got your mind off of the stupid reporters and rumors
a/n
this wasn't the original authors note i posted, but i'm looking back at my old ones, and they're garbage KNSISNAOKA i wanna rewrite this book so bad because it's terrible and the authors notes are cringe worthy. one of these days, i'll waste my time and go through every chapter to rewrite lol
stay safe 💜
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