"𝑀𝑦 𝑀𝑎𝑔𝑒." Fantasy au Dream x Female!reader

Betrayed- chapter 9(tw's in authors note)

A/C- this is gonna be a looooooooong chapter was dc green as sa with plenty angst and TW's will be used accordingly :P at
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Y/N's POV.
A few weeks had passed since Clay had the nightmare, he started acting strange. He's been away from the SMP often and that has left me time to work on my stuff, I've been working on potions and started building a house next to Clays. He hasn't been talking to me much or has been as touchy as he was, he's been angrier and it confuses me. Anytime I asked him if he was ok he just walks away.
"Just a little bit of that- alright. Clay should like these!!"
I was excited, it was a healing potion I've been working on to perfection.
"Y/N. I'm going out of town for a few days, I'll be back soon"
He had said, he was in a rush to go somewhere.
"Alright clay! Be careful!"
He was out the door before he could respond, I didn't think much of it but I had a small cut on my hand and I poured a bit of the potion on it, it burned but healed.
"I did it!! I've got to show George and Nick!!"
I had bottled up two of the potions for Nick and George. I haven't left the house in five days, once I met up with them I saw Clay, he didn't leave. I had simply walked away, no one had seen me I had seen a few familiar faces but no one seen me. I had made it home, an empty house, I felt sick to my stomach. Back to my room, to stay until I felt better, to work on potions and spells.
"I don't want you to leave this room until you can control yourself."
I had mumbled to myself.
"I'm not gonna leave until I perfect it all. I shouldn't have to leave. I'll tire myself out till I can't take it anymore. I'll show them I'm not a pushover-"
I had heard people enter the house, it sounded like Nick and George.
"Y/N!! WHere have you beeeeeen?"
I heard Nick call out for me, I didn't answer. Not only was I tired but I felt sick.
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Sapnap's POV.
"Y/N!! WHere have you beeeeeen?"
I had called out, no response. Where was she?
I knew she was here, Dream was off visiting someone he never said who it was or where that person was.
"Y/N? Y/N? Come on we're worried about you.."
I wasn't lying when I said I was, Dream has mentioned how she hasn't left her room in almost a week. I see her peak from the corner, she was pale and tired, it wasn't the same person we met before.
She was overwhelming herself with all this.
"I perfected the healing potion!"
She had said proudly, she was sad and was trying her best not to show it. I've seen this before with Dream, George, and bad.
"Can we see it?"
George asked happily, he seemed proud of her. I was but I felt sorry for her, she was so close to Dream now that he's been leaving at random she must be lost.
"Yeah!! It took super long, here lemme see your hand."
She had taken George's hand and found a scratch and poured a little bit. George had drawn his hand but for a second after she poured it on and smiled.
"That's so cool!!"
George had smiled.
"Shit- I gotta go I have a meeting with Tubbo soon- see ya Y/N!!"
As George left I acted to do so as well. I stood by the door and told George to go without me, as I waited a few minutes I heard a muffled scream, I rushed inside to see Y/N no where. I searched in Dreams storage room which was the room she came from, she was on the floor staring at her hand.
⚠️⚠️⚠️TW- BLOOD AND INJURY⚠️⚠️⚠️
I get a closer look her hand is covered in blood as it drips from her forehead.
"Y/N!! WHAT DID YOU DO?!"
I asked panicking running over, she was shaking.
"I- I- I don't- I don't know- I- I blacked out- I guess i shot a spell at myself and-"
I stop her, tears start tracking down her face as I look at her I wipe her tears and hug her.
She's tired and stressed.
"I'm sorry Nick, I couldn't have been str-"
I look at her dead in the eye.
"Don't you say sorry, it's not you're fault Y/N. But it's time to take a break. Let's get up and go to bed."
She looks at me, she looks scared.
"I haven't learned to control myself Nick! I can't leave, not until I learn."
I sigh, I leave the room and get some things to fix her forehead along with I take her some blankets and pillows, Dream didn't see it did he? She's being pressured by something. By someone.
I grab her something to eat to see her wrapped in the blanket, I hand her the food and let her eat, she eats slowly but soon enough she finishes.
"Who's keeping you in here Y/N? Who says you can't control yourself?"
She shook her head, I watched as she looked around frantically.
"She didn't want me to leave a room until I could control myself. She kept me in there for almost a month."
Who's she? I had the realization,
"Is this she your mother?"
I watched as she nodded and tears welled up in her eyes. I lunged forward and hugged her, I hugged her tightly, she needed to know someone was there for her.
"I can't say sorry or it'll be ok because you deserve so much more than that Y/N. You're the sweetest and most caring person I've ever met Y/N, I can't just say it'll be ok because although it is true it doesn't feel like it and that will make you want to make it ok and you'll make a mistake. From this point on I won't stop until you are ok. I'll be by your side forever."
I felt as she hugged back tighter, I felt her fingers pressing against my back as tears soaked through my shirt and onto my shoulder.
The hug went on for a few minutes before she let go, she had fallen asleep. I brought her into the bedroom and lied her down, I made sure she was asleep because I had something to tell George.
After finding him in a meeting I had pulled him out.
"This better be important Sap-"
I cut him off by looking him dead in the eye.
"Go find Clay. Y/N has been overwhelming herself by her mothers standards for the past five days George. He didn't help her one bit and it shows, if I don't see his petty ass here in a day I'm take Y/N and leaving."
George had looked at me, he seemed upset.
"I don't know where to find Dr-"
Rage boiled up inside me,
"THEN GO FIND HIM GOD DAMNIT!"
I saw Tubbo walk out.
"Is everything alright?.."
He looked scared, he was only a kid.
"Yes. But send out a search party to find Dream. I don't wanna see another person until he is found."
I walked off, to Clays house, with Y/N. Thankfully she was still sleeping, I sat there. Patiently waiting.
About two days passed and Y/N was ok with being alone, I was in the castle, before me was Dream. He looked angry, my sword was in my hand as I clenched it tightly.
"What? You take me from my vacation place to have me be in silence?!"
I had looked at him and ran at him with my sword in the air.
I was gonna kill him. But something stopped me, a shield.
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Y/N's POV.
I was told Clay was back, I rushed to the castle to see Nick charging at him with a sword.
My hair was messy, I had on one of Nicks shirts and a long black skirt Eret gave me.
I put up a shield in front Clay.
Nicks sword fell to the ground as I used magic to pull it to me. I felt the stare of multiple people as I plunged the sword into the ground, I was tired. Seeing Clay hurt me.
He had looked at me with such shock as Nick looked at me with the same expression. George was proud.
I let the shield disappear and stood straight.
"I'm sorry but I couldn't stand by and watch a friend kill a friend."
George smiled, Nick looked angry, Clay.. Clay just stood there. He ran towards me, I didn't know what he was gonna do.
He was gonna hit me.
I covered my face with my arms summoning s force field around me. It made a bright flash hiding my face.
Clay had looked at me confused, he wasn't gonna hit me. He wanted to hug me.
After standing there for a moment he realized.
"This is my fault, I did this. I did it again. No not again."
I uncovered my face and saw him running off, I chased after him but was stopped by Alex before making it out the door,
"Look man, I can't let you go.."
I eventually break free of him after elbowing him in the gut and ran after Clay.
Faster.
I felt more tired every step I take, I lost Clay.
Where's home?
I lost the SMP.
"Y/N?"
I hear a female voice call out.
"Niki? Puffy?"
I hear it again.
"Y/N!"
I turn around,
Its her.
Mother stands there smiling happily, I left when I was 16, it's been years. She runs and hugs me, I hate it, I hated her.
"My little girl, all grown up.. Y/N.. I missed you.."
I looked at her,
"You only missed me because you could never achieve your goals."
She looks at me with a smile.
"No no no baby, you were just so powerful and amazing! Everything your father dreamed of"
I looked at her with anger.
"He drank himself to fucking death. The only thing he wanted was his bottle of god damned liquor. He didn't want anything from me, he didn't even want me!"
I caught someone out the corner of my eye, it was Clay.
"Bye. I hope you rot in hell."
I had walked away from her,
"I tried to be nice and this is what you do? You tell me to rot in hell? You'll beat me there."
⚠️⚠️TW- INJURY⚠️⚠️
I feel something hit my back as I'm propelled forward into a tree, Mother disappears.
"Y/N!!!"
I hear a familiar voice shout my name as I see a white mask before I black out.
"You were betrayed again Y/N. This is your last chance. This is the last time I'll let you trust her."
I hear a voice say before it all disappears.
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A/C- I cried while making this. Also it's 2am-
The voice will be explained in a later chapter