Bad news

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Yes, I'm no good for you
Why was I invested in him? I’m not, I’m just intrigued in what he had done. Anyone would be right? 
Anyways the teacher began the lesson by us stating what instrument we played and when it got to my turn I quickly just said piano. I also sing but I don’t really want everyone knowing that cause I haven’t sung since I was with you. We used to have so much fun but now it feels like it was wasted. I blamed it all on me because I still didn’t feel like I was capable of love, and even you thought it but you didn’t let me go.
“So the groups will be Clara, Johnny, y/n and Ricky..” And she carried on listing the groups. Why does the universe hate me? I already have 2 lessons with him and now I’m in his group for a subject I enjoy. We all walk into a practice room together as we were meant to compose any piece. I went to sit on the piano stool while Johnny and Ricky get an acoustic guitar. Clara goes to the drum kit which looks brand new.
“Okay so pop, rock, blues, hip hop, country or what?” I ask trying to get some conversation in.
“Pop,” Johnny states knowing no one will ever cross him. Either way I would’ve done pop too so it’s fine. Ricky was the quiet kid. He looked like he would’ve rather been by himself then with all of us. Well he should suck it up.
“Let’s do it in C major as it’s easy,” Ricky says without hesitation. He took the easy route. Interesting.
“I feel like we should do something more challenging to show Miss Delilah we can,” Johnny says eyeing me to agree and honestly I wanted to but I stayed silent and instead Clara spoke up.
“I totally agree with John”.
“You can’t call me John,” Johnny says harshly. He gave her this look which could probably kill. I wasn’t scared. What is the worst he could do?
“You’re not better than us. Stop making everyone feel bad. She didn’t know, you could just politely tell her instead of killing her with your eyes,” I kept getting mad at this dude for what reason.? None. Johnny got up as if he was gonna hit me but then he shook his head and sat back down.
“Okay thanks for that, now can we just figure out something,” He says that as If I didn’t just say crappy things about him. Clara looks at me like I had just saved the world from drowning.
For the rest of the lesson we composed this piece and it didn’t sound half bad to be honest and Miss Delilah loved it but she kept saying me and Johnny should work together more as we were good team leaders. What the absolute Frick.

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