Bad news

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That im trying trying trying to let you go

My skateboard was creased and muddy by the time I finally found John. He was towering over Josh demanding him for something. Josh looks terrified.

"JOHHNY???" I scream in frustration.

He swiftly turns around and as soon as he sees me his fists unclench. His face stops tensing and he gives me a gentle smile. Out of the corner of my eye I see Josh give m a wink while running off. I roll my eyes in annoyance.

"Im sorry okay? I had to do it. Just seeing his face annoyed me especially after our conversation this morning. Please don't be mad at me," he says innocently giving me puppy eyes.

"No thats not okay. Stop giving me those eyes. I told you to just leave it," I say sounding pissed even though I don't want to start an argument.

"y/n listen to me," he mumbles eyeing the ground.

I turn away to walk off since my skateboard is all tattered but he grabs my arm. My eyes sink into his and for a minute I forget everything.

"Y/n I never wanted to hurt you. I just felt a strong connection between us and him coming scared me and I don't know. Just don't worry actually," he waffles on.

What was I meant to say to that? I've known Josh for ages and I dont even know if I still feel a connection with him or not. I don't want to make any mistakes again.

I sigh and walk away.

The next day I check my phone to see John had removed me off all social media within only a couple days til our performance. I had hurt him. Especially with all he's going through. I need a break from it all.

I grab my sneakers and my AirPods and go on a walk to anywhere. I listen to some kid laroi when I reach a part of town that was isolated and kinda creepy. I decide its time to turn around and go home. As I'm about to leave I see a figure approach me. A tall brown headed familiar figure. Josh.

"funny seeing you here without your new boyfriend," he says smirking.

"oh shut up you stalked me creep," I spit.

"y/n dont say such unkind things," he kids trying to irritate me.

"Josh what do you want?" I ask knowing his actions could be harmful.

"you," he says casually.

"stop, just stop please leave me alone! I'm begging you. I'll do anything!"I say without thinking.

"Have sex with me," he says with no hesitation

"what?"

"I'm kidding," he says giving a small chuckle."just come with me."

"where?" I question.

"I can't say," he says with a grin.

He pulls out a velvet tie I gave him for his birthday which I'm guessing he's going to use as a blindfold and I get shivers. 

"Josh I don't have time for this," I say while walking away quickly. I feel a tight grip around my wrist. I flinch at the pain.

"Get off me!" I exclaim with fury trying to wriggle out of his grasp

(TW-BLOOD)

He starts twisting my wrist while I wince with pain. He gets small Swiss knife out and starts carving while small bits of blood starts to pour out.I start to feel really faint as I lose blood.i fall to the floor