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Hadiah hari lahir Kai yang aku sediakan itu aku letak diatas meja. Hadiah itu aku labelkan satu persatu kerana mata tak nak lelap, so aku kena buat kerja sikit kot. Dinding yang tersangkut poloroid itu aku pandang.

Bibir terjuih memandang, yang mana satu aku nak bagi dia. Mata tertumpu pada salah satu gambar aku yang tersenyum manis itu. Kepala terangguk-angguk sebelum mencabut gambar itu.

Hadiah dan poloroid itu aku simpan kedalam beg kertas. Dada aku yang terasa berdebar itu aku sentuh. Secara spontan, tangan mengambil buku nota dan pen. Sekeping kertas dikoyakkan dan tangan mula menulis.

Bibir tersenyum nipis.

Hye Kai. I think, the moment you read this letter is when you haven't meet me yet. I don't know why I'm writing this in 3am, maybe I'm too nervous to meet you tomorrow.

Me and my over thinking really killing me tho.

So, close that topic. First of all, I want to apologize to you. I think, there's reason I don't want to meet you. Maybe I think you are so perfect and I can't be a match with you.

Okay, I don't really understand what I'm trying do to now.

By the way, I hope you accept my apologize. I just want you to know, I always love you from afar. Even I never see your face, but I think my heart is tied with yours

(omg me and my cringe word)

If you get this letter, I gonna change my phone number so.. you know what I mean right? I believe in our destiny, if we have jodoh, I know we will meet again.

So, just let follow the flow. Okay?

So, I hope before our next meeting your heart never change. I hope you never stop loving me. (Ughh me and my cringe word again.) I'm sorry for my broken english, you know, writing at 3am.

So, Kai.. I hope we meet again soon. I really happy to meet you. Assalamualaikum.

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