Lady From Spell

14. Lost Possession

'There is something will never comeback even your tears turned into the blood.'

Dreamians

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I don't care about the hairpin but if I lost it how can I give it to Huang people? I have to find it no matter what. My head still dizzy and nausea make me feel so discomfort but I can't accept the consequence from losing it. I don't understand since when I tied by Huang family but I feel something that I cannot explain.

"Young Master. Do you feel you still the same Li Jun Jie?", Xiao Ran said to me while take care of my wounds in my body. "Young Master, you can only accept it. Now done."

Xiao Ran raise his palm and the bucket of water and towel just disappeared in seconds like it's never exist.

"Xiao Ran, what do you want implied with your words? Don't you see that I am a man! A man! I am not woman! How could you make me like this!"

"I never make Young Master like this."

"How can you say that?"

Xiao Ran take a deep breath and looking at me with intense gaze. She looks so frustrated so do I. I am so exhausted and in pain but I don't want tell what I feel.

"Young Master, I understand but you don't have choice. To be honest from the start you are belong to Huang family."

"Why?! I am from Li family not from Huang family."

"Young Master, there is Huang family blood in your veins. The blood will never lie."

"Xiao Ran, you make me confused. How come that can be happened?!"

Xiao Ran look at me while take a very long deep breath.

"Because you are not from Li family."

"You must be lied to me, right?"

"I am not lie to you. Now I don't want tell you anything before you clearing your mind. Your heart is full of her. She will give you the pain and torment but you looks like embrace the pain from her. Is it worth to mourning for a woman like her?"

Xiao Ran make me startled with her words. She never said something like this before. She makes me remember about Jia Ming Yue. My heart is full of agony and anger. How can I cope it all? I feel like my strength running out in the wilderness. I am not afraid of Cheng Sheng Lin or his armies but I am afraid to face the reality.

I know, with my condition like this. I just laughing stock if people know about me. I am not the same Li Jun Jie anymore. I lost my family, I cannot married anymore. Who wants to married with person like me. This spell is cursed to me. I am not proud anymore. My pride just broken. My reputation was distinguish. I just a criminal for people even I never doing something wrong.

"You don't have any right to say about her!", I stared at her. I don't know why I am so angry because of her true word. Perhaps deep down in my heart I cannot accept Jia Ming Yue wants me die. Jia Ming Yue who made my family died.

"Young Master, look at you now. Can you accept that you were never be the same because you are the real heir from this family."

I am trembling when hear her words but I cover all my emotion with laugh. I am laughing even my body in discomfort right now. I just cannot accept it.

"That's impossible because I am a man! Do you hear me! I am man! The real man! I had slept with a lot of girls!"

"Then prove it to me.", She said with her gentle voice. I never heard Xiao Ran talk to me with such voice intonation. Just barely she can be wild and fierce but in another seconds she seduces me. What is she? Why she wants seduce me? Why she does it?

"I don't need to prove anything to you."

"But I want to show you something."

As she is approaching me then make me shocked when she kiss me. Her kiss is sweet. Her moist lips is full. Her moves like wants to teasing me to open my mouth and give her an access to explore more but...but...something weird happen.

My body trembling because of the great pain that exploded from my veins. The scorching sensation make me remember about my first change in my chamber. The pain is so unbearable and I cannot hold it anymore so I push away Xiao Ran whiles she kissing me like nothing happen. We can see how my body change into woman body. She can see when the twin lumps appeared and ripe away my pride as Li Jun Jie. The fire inside make me so frustrated because I knew what will going happen.

Arrrrrgh!

"Xiao Ran!"

I am so angry but can do nothing. My voice become gentle. What she does to me exactly! How come I feel the same pain?! She pledge to loyal but what is it?

'Young Master, I want to show you this.'

What? She is talking to me thru my mind? She does telepathy to me.

"Xiao...Ran, what do you wants? Why you cursed me with that spell?!"

My bare top body exposed in front of her because before changed she undress my layer. Oh...God I turned my body around to avoiding her and hold the pain by myself.

'Young Master, I never cursed you with the spell. I just want to show you that you are will never be the same because the spell is working on you.'

The pain make me can speak but I have to ask her no matter what so. I try to ask her thru my mind. I still don't know if it will work or not, at least I try my best.

'Xiao Ran, tell me how the break the spell?'

'As I said before, the spell cannot void. The spell will find the way to make you give your life voluntary.'

Arrrrrgh!

Again the great heat attack me. My body now full of sweat and wet. I can feel my manhood shrink and mold into cave inside. I am growling that because it's torment me. Still I don't want give up. I don't want to die with this way...

"I don't want to die. I don't want to die...please help me!", I shouted loud but Yu Wen doesn't come.

'He cannot hear you. There is bearer in this chamber so he cannot see or hear what happen inside except if he is a chosen one.'

'What...the chosen...one?'

Then the emptiness surrounding me. I don't have any energy.

***

Somewhere a man can hear...

'I don't want to die. I don't want to die...please help me!'

He can hear a woman voice vividly but he doesn't has any clue about the voice. Accidentally, that man see a jade pearl hairpin between the rocks on the riverbank then he take the hairpin from the ground and observe it carefully.

Few seconds later...

"Report! We cannot find him!"

"Searching again! We will looking for him until this late night!", that man ordered his subordinate officers fiercely.

"Yes! Understand!"