Lady From Spell

8. Half Secret of Flower Bloom

'You will lost if you just know half of the knowledge.'

Li Jun Jie

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Xiao Ran was here when I open my eyes and there are two maids behind her. I feel bit awkward when they bowed to me.

"Lady, how was your slept?" She asked.

I sit and see Jin Er was wake up before me. Last night Aunty brought her to me before I slept. How do I know? Because I can't sleep.

But I don't response her question. How I can sleep while Jin Er was cried in the midnight and want me to carried her. So all night I carried her in my embrace. I didn't angry. Perhaps I can't. That's weird because I just fine with that and I feel Jin er looks like my reflection.

My back still in pain like there is fire burning my skin. That same fire again.

"Lady. Are you alright?"

"Uhm..." I still endure the pain and give the baby to a maid nearest to me. "Please leave me now." I ordered.

That pain makes me understand that I will change again into my man body. I must endure this pain. Even so hurt being Li Jun Jie but I still want to be a Li Jun Jie the son of Li Jun Yang. Even the world condemn my family but I wanna life as Li Jun Jie. So I have to bear this pain.

Fortunately, Xiao Ran was asked the maids to leave this room. Just both of us in this room. I turned my face because I don't want anyone see me in this state espesially her.

"Xiao Ran, turn your face don't look at me!" I shouted because of unbearable pain in my back. I close my eyes cause this pain almost unbearable for me.

"Young Master-"

I raise my hand to stop Yu Wen.

"Yu Wen bring me my clothes!", I shouted as the pain almost makes me faint.

"Yes!"

"Xiao Ran, please .... I want bathing."

"I was preparing all for Young Master Li." Xiao Ran answers without sees me.

"Xiao Ran, thank you. Xiao Ran, could you please turn your face right now." I ordered but my voice is so weak.

"Yes."

When my body totally turn into man body. I can see the darkness.

"Young Master!"

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This time I know that I am wake up in my original body as Li Jun Jie. I don't know what should I feel. I see Yu Wen here.

"Young Master...."

Yu Wen is approaching me.

"Yu Wen, I wanna sit."

Yu Wen help me to sit. I feel pain all over my body but I don't want Yu Wen know what I feel now because I have to do a lot of things.

"Young Master-"

"Yu Wen, I want to bathing. Please prepare my clothes...."

"I had prepared all for Young Master. Don't worry."

"Uhm..."

As they had said before with this body, I just feel the pain all over my body. I don't understand why this body become so weak.

"Young Master!"

Xiao Ran who get in my chamber is approaching me. She looks so startled yet worry.

"Xiao Ran, After bathing please help me to get out from this manor."

"Young Master...."

"Xiao Ran, I will come back again. I don't want people in this manor look at me with this appearance. I have to get out from this manor. Please take care Jin Er for a while."

"I will help young master Li but let me following you."

"I don't want people see you with me. Chen Sheng Lin's people are still chasing us. I don't want put you and Huang family into troubles."

"Young Master if they are still chasing both of you, Xiao Ran think better if you are stay here."

"I know but not as Li Jun Jie." I take a deep breath and see Xiao Ran. "We will back soon. I don't want they see me like this. This matter can't spread. They will suspicious if you following me. Just let the Old Man know about this matter."

"Yes, Young Master."

I know Xiao Ran feel unwilling but I need going outside and I want to enjoying my self as man even I have to die. I wanna die as Li Jun Jie not as that woman.

"Thank you Xiao Ran."

I get dress with clothes that Yu Wen brought before. I will not tell anyone if I am in great pain right now. Xiao Ran asked the Old Man to help us to get out from Huang's manor. It's not difficult for him to do that because we are in the city gate in blink of eyes.

" Young Master have to come back here if something happen. Please bring this hair pin with you."

"It will help you." He explained then he disappeared in white smoke.

We are going to leave the Huang's manor. This time I can feel my time being shorter. I take a glance on Yu Wen who always walking beside me.

People says Southern area known as remote area but what I see when I arrived here made me startled because the Southern area is like a city. I never expect Southern area can Beautiful city at night with a lot of lanterns along the street.

"Young Master. Where we will go?" Yu Wen asked.

"I don't know. I just want enjoying my times as me. I know it's useless but..."

"Young Master please don't say such words."

"Why? I have to facing the reality and I am just mortal so I will life this world someday but don't worry because I will kill Cheng Sheng Lin before I die.", I said.

I have to find way to kill Cheng Sheng Lin no matter what. I will kill him. I just heard rumor about him says that he is cruel man but I never thought Cheng Sheng Lin who always kind towards Jing Er kill my family just like that. That pain will never be erased. I will kill him as Li Jun Jie. I am not a coward.

"Young Master, what are you thinking about? Do Young Master still thinking about Jia Ming Yue?"

"Why....why... why you have to mention about her?", I am so nervous if Jia Ming Yue be mentioned by someone.

She is my first love and until now Jia Ming Yue still have a chamber in my heart. Even I am not a good man but I will do everything to make her happy. I will not let they catch her. I will not let her die. I promise to keep her alive as long as I am breathing.

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Thank you for your support and encourage. I hope you will enjoying this chapter and waiting the next chapter.

Dreamians