We were looking at him like it's the end of the world. We were so scared and frightened. I looked at Matt and all the beautiful moments with him passed through my head. I felt like I'm dieing already... I felt like I'm gonna pass out every moment... I could feel my heart beating faster and faster... And then nothing. I couldn't saw anything, I couldn't feel anything. It was darkness all around me. All I could see was my body floating in the cold black darkness. I was just a spirit separated from the body, floating around, trying to get to body but more I was trying, farther I was. There was a little light floating around me. I tryed to catch it but I couldn't. It was to far. I jumped as high as I could and caught it. I was holding it so tight because I was afraid that it would run away. But now there was no light. I had to let it go. I was so sad. I couldn't remember anything about what happened, about me. I started to cry. My tear felt down and when it touched the ground it started to shy and then it was falling farther and farther and more it was falling down, more shineyer and brighter it was. The light was stronger and stronger. At once I found myself in the long endless white hall. My body and spirith were one again. I was walking through the hall and it seemed like it's been forever. I started to remember things. From time to time I heard voices. They were unclear. I couldn't understand what they were saying. More I was walking, more clearer the voices were. And there was fewer and fewer of them. They were saying my name. More like yelling it. But not on the good way. Panicly. Scared. Frightened. The voices were more and more clearer. At the end there was just one voice. I knew that voice. I heard it before. It was well known to me. It was warm and kind. It was Matt's voice. Now I could clearly hear what he was saying. He told me to open my eyes. I tryed to open them but it hurted me. I started to feel pain. I thought that my head will explode. Now I remembered everything. I just didn't want to believe it. I hoped that when I open my eyes I'll realize that everything was just a bad dream, that my whole life since September was a creation of my imagination.
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All Shades Of Blood
Teen FictionIt's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed. That someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. An...
