16.10.2013.
I haven't slept all night. I was thinking about John. I hope that everything is gonna be fine.
(...)
The whole next week we don't have school because our school is celebrating 200. birthday.
(...)
After school we met at the base. There were everybody except John.
B: Where is John?
M: We are so sorry Barbara, but he's dead.
B: He's dead?
I couldn't believe it. He's dead. At first, I was just standing there because of a shock, and then I started to cry and ran out. I hid where no one can find me and cried. Later Stella told me what was happening in base in that time.
The base:
M: I'm going after her.
K: No! Let her go, she should be a little alone.
F: Just that she doesn't hurt herself.
A: She won't . She's not stupid.
M: Yeah, not like some.
A: Who are you talking about?
M: About you and Chris.
So, as you know, Antonia is in a relationship with Mat (Matthew). But last night he saw her kissing Chris (he is a member of the other vampire group), and then he ended their relationship. Antonia is out of our group. And I am, too. John is dead and I'm no longer needed. Now we are back to our old boring life.
I have a strange habit. Whenever someone dies whom I have loved I took one myself beloved songs and dedicate it to him. That I'll do now, too. It will be a song Heart on Fire written by Jonathan Clay:
I'm falling in,
I'm falling down.
I want to begin
But I do not know how
To let you know,
How I'm feeling.
I'm high on hope.
I'm reeling.
And I will not let you go,
Now you know,
I've been crazy for you all this time.
I've kept it close
Always hoping
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
Hand in hand,
Sparkling eyes.
The days are bright,
And so are the nights.
'Cause when I'm with you I'm grinning.
Once I was through
And now I'm winning.
But I will not let you go,
Now you know,
I've been crazy for you all this time.
I've kept it close
Always hoping
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
Let me walk through life with you.
Everybody dreams of having what we do.
Like we're rolling thunder,
You pull me out from under.
But I will not let you go,
Now you know,
I've been crazy for you all this time.
I've kept it close
Always hoping
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
With a heart on fire,
A heart on fire.
A heart on fire ...
(...)
I talked to Antonia. She is in love with Chris. That's why she went to the other group. She is thrown out of this anyway.
(...)
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All Shades Of Blood
Teen FictionIt's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed. That someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. An...
