11.10.2013.
Tomorrow is John's party, and I still don't know what to wear. I want to wear something sexy but appropriate, dramatic but not slutty. I don't want John to think that I'm a slut.
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Today, me and John exchanged phone numbers in case that any of us need help.
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In the base guys don't have a lot of work and actually we hang out constantly. We all became very good friends. Today Matthew kissed Antonia. They were so sweet that I cried. When John saw me crying, he pulled out a tissue from his bag, wiped my tears and hugged me. When he hugged me, I realized that there is something between us, and I felt that he loved me, but it isn't ready to say it yet, but he doesn't have to say anything, I felt it. <3 <3 <3
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I can not wait France. Being there on the Cote d'Azur, the most romantic place in the world, with John. Ahhhh .... It would be wonderful if it is possible. But these are only my dreams.
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All Shades Of Blood
Roman pour AdolescentsIt's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed. That someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. An...
