Decoding The Message Of Amber

Chapter 11

*****Authors note : I totally know that I messed up in chapter 10 with the band names, but for now on it'll be crooked teeth so yeah, sorry for any confusion guys! If you're liking the story tell me and upvote it! I'm having a lot of fun writing this book! *****

"I really liked your presentation about music" cara says to me
"Thank you cara, you should've stayed in the group to get the credit for it" I say
"Yeah, I know, I got stuck in a group with Patrick Dunsburg" cara says then rolls her eyes.
"Patrick is quite a character" I say then I think about the time he touched me at his party.
"Yeah we ended up having sex a few times also" cara says then laughs
"Who do you not have sex with?" I say
"Are you asking in a serious tone?" Cara says
"I mean kinda, it just seems like you get around" I say
"Look I'm 17, I'm hot as fuck and I don't need to settle down, because that statement has the word settle in it and I don't settle for nobody" cara says
then I thought about it, am I just settling for evan? Is there truly anyone else out there for me? That took me two seconds to think of the answer for that
NO
I feel sorry for cara, it must suck having to go through all these boys and not finding your one

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"Why did I see you with cara earlier? Didn't you beat her ass" Whitney says
"I wouldn't say beat her ass, but I did get a few hits in" I say
"Why were you talking to her?" Whitney says
"I just wanted to apologize" I say
"Well, you did nothing wrong, you weren't the one threatening to fuck her boyfriend were you?" Whitney says
"Yeah but I just felt bad for what I did" I say
"You shouldn't, the little cunt had it coming to her" Whitney says
I looked at whitney, and she is so much smaller than me, she told me she is down to a size 8.
I haven't seen her this little in forever actually, but she looks like she is loosing a lot of weight fast, and I don't understand why.
"So you're coming over to my dads tonight?" I say
"Yeah, I'm usually busy on the weekends and I never see you anymore, so yes I'll be there" she says
"Okay good I can't wait" I say

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"We just didn't work out" Zach says to me while we're in my car,
We're at the gas station in my car at lunch time and it's just us and evan, smoking our cigs and having our slushees.
"But why?" I say
"She cheated on me? And kept a lot of secrets from me, she was always leaving to go to the bathroom and wouldn't show back up for like 30 minutes and then she eventually kept canceling our plans, towards the end I could tell neither of us were happy, and that she was too nice to end it, so I did" Zach says
"That sucks man, I knew how much you liked her" said evan
I just looked at him and Was in shock he had a reply like that.
"It's okay, I still had sex with her" Zach said.
"How did you find out she cheated?" I say
"Okay you might find this weird, but I have been suspicious to her, since she would always leave to go to the bathroom and stuff, so I went to her house one day after school, and she had no idea I was there, so I went and hid in her big walk in closet, and just like that she had some boy with her, and I had to hear them have sex, I cried in her closet and wiped my tears on her clothes. " Zach said then had a sad look on his face
"How did you get out of there?" I say
"I made my way out because I just heard her leave the room and I snuck out" he says
"How long ago did you find out?" I say
"Well two weeks ago, but I didn't say anything, I just dropped hints that I knew, and she didn't say anything to object, she told me she wasn't allowed to date me by her friends, so I was never around them, so I guess in the end I'm going to be happier with someone else" Zach says
"I'm glad you're keeping good spirits man" evan says
"Yeah I'm seeing her tonight so I'll ask her what's up" I say
"You really don't have too" Zach says
"Okay but I need the closure, you guys were my favorite" i say then smile.

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I then walked into my room after a long shift at the pet shop, I see Whitney in my room just laying on the bed, she also had a big trash bag by her
"I brought you all of my size 12 stuff, I know you won't like most of it but I'm not ever going back to that size, never again" Whitney says
"Okay, I have a question? Why did you color your hair dark? You were so happy about finally being a blonde" I say
"It's because I was losing a lot of hair because the bleach was frying my hair" Whitney says
"Oh well I'm sorry" I say back
I then went to dig around the bag and she was right, I didn't like a lot of it but I could wear the expensive jeans and the crop tops and what not, the outfit we bought together at the mall that I picked out was also in here and I was excited about it
"So did you hear about me and Zach breaking up?" Whitney says
"Where you guys even together?" I ask
"Yeah, but not really" Whitney says
"How not really?" I say
"Well, my friends didn't like him, even after his make over, and I just wasn't allowed to be around him at school, so we would sneak around to hang out at school, and whenever I wasn't made to go to Ashley's, or Ashton's, I had little time for him since he worked late after school, so after that Id usually meet him at his work, and we would hang out, but then Ashley saw us one day, and flipped shit on me, said I can't be hiding things from her, so she made me start talking to chad brown in our class, and I had to sneak that around sneaking around with zach, so it got real tired having two boyfriends, and sleeping with them both sucked, I don't even like chad, but we're still dating, both I know you think I'm a monster since Zach is Evan's best friend but there is nothing I could do, you don't understand how Ashley is" Whitney says
"I know what you mean, but does he know you cheated?" I say
"I never told him, but he hinted that he knew, and he let that go on for 2 more weeks, then he broke up with me, and was so cold about it, but I deserve it." Whitney says
"Do you want him back?" I say
"I don't think so, I just think I burnt whatever we could've had, I liked him, a lot but I ruined it" Whitney says
"If you could get him back, would you take him back?" I say
"I can't, I'm with chad, and I can't break up with chad until Ashley says I can" Whitney says
"I can't believe you, you can control your own life, not ashley" I say
"Well I love hanging with those girls, they told me I can only have one loser friend and I choose you, over Zach so be happy" Whitney says
"Well thank you babe, I'm glad you picked me" I say to her
"You know Amber, I've missed this, us two just having a sleepover before school, putting on masks and painting our toes, these are the nights I've truly ever been happiest" whitney says
"Yeah me too girl" I say.