Decoding The Message Of Amber

Chapter 21

I walk into the school and see a banner that says "happy 18th birthday Amber" and it made me smile, I quickly got out my phone and took a picture of it, and then chelsea, Ashton, Ashley and Whitney came up to me, "happy birthday Amber!" They all say in sync
"God thank you guys, you should have" I say
"No, seriously its Your big day" Whitney says
"remember how on Ashley's birthday we made all the sophomore football boys take turns being her body guard?" Ashton says
"Yeah, that was hilarious! Remember on Chelsea's birthday we had our own section of the cafeteria sectioned off that we called the VIP section and we had a bouncer with only 15 people on the list" Ashley says
"God that was so incredible, I mean the least we could do is the banner" Chelsea says
"I'm pissed my birthday is during the summer" Whitney says
"That does suck for you" Ashley said then flipped her hair
"Let's get walking girls, at 8:15 it's touch up lip gloss time, and 8:30 is first period" Chelsea said
We then made our way to the bathroom to do our lip touch ups, I use a Jeffree star liquid lipstick so mine stays on all day
"What are you and Sebastian doing later?" Ashley asked me
"You know, I don't really know, he hasn't even texted me today" I say
"Oh no trouble in paradise" Ashton said
"Shut up guys, maybe he is planning a big surprise" Chelsea says
"Yeah maybe" Ashley says while applying gloss to her lips and then smacking her lips in the mirror
This freshmen girl walked In and saw all of us and just paused
"What the fuck do you want" Ashton said
"To go to the bathroom" the girl said all nervous
"Well this is our bathroom you fucking twat, now beat it" Ashley said
"I don't see your name on it" the girl said
"Lotus!" Ashley yelled
Then Chelsea and Ashton grabbed the girls arms and held her still
The girl started to scream "let me go let me go"
"Oh no little girl but I'll show you something that will have my name on it" Ashley said
And then she got out a sharpie and wrote on the girls forehead "ASHLEYS BITCH" in big bold letters.
Then Chelsea and Ashton showed the girl her reflection in the mirror and she started to cry, and then the girl peed her pants
"Ew that's fucking nasty, I knew you were a freshmen fuck not a baby" Ashley said
Then Chelsea and Ashton then threw the girl out into the hall way
Shortly after the bell rang and all I could hear is that little girl crying.
I then wanted to say something but the meanest girls in school made me a banner for my birthday so I didnt, i just walked out of the bathroom to go to my first class, and the other girls followed,
We got into the room and on my desk was a bouquet of flowers, I sat in the front right by Ashley Ashton Whitney and Chelsea, Opal sat in the back by herself and I honestly felt bad, I didn't know how much me not dating Evan would change my life, how if I wouldn't have Sebastian I would just roam these halls alone, how much more miserable I'd be if I didn't have Sebastian, I look at the card and all it said was "happy birthday beautiful" and I just smiled
"What does the card say?" Chelsea said
I then just passed the card over to her and she said "awh I knew Sebastian couldn't be mad at you"

Yeah I knew he couldn't be either

I then texted him

Me : thanks for the flowers bb xxx
Sebastian : what flowers?

I then snapped him a pic of them

Sebastian : I didn't send you those, what does the card say?
Me : it's not a big deal...... Sorry 😂
Sebastian : well either way happy birthday baby, I love you.
Me : I love you also.

I know it's weird I'm saying I love him now, but after him going with me to visit my mom, and visit my brother and just seeing him be so involved and caring I just felt it, I just loved him, I love Sebastian, I really do, maybe not a forever kind of way, but it's there.
He is just so great, he is great to me, he is very good looking, he always puts me first, and I love being around him.
Everyday is tough though, and I admire him to still try, he has held me while I cry, he always surprises me, and he coaches me through the worst and always lifts me up.