as it was gulf last day in shoot he was kinda sad he will not be able to watch mew and be with him even for a day
" gulf i was thinking what should we bring back to itsly since i have so many thing in list i don't think i will abke to bring all this back " war said as he was packing his back there will be no time tommorow so he just decided to pack it today
" um do whatever you want to do" gulf went out to get some fresh air before going to shoot he was wallking down the streets as he saw a kitten mewowing at him he went near and pet him " what are you doing here kitty you are so small" he talked with cat and took that cat in hand and starting playing with kitty
" what are you doing here" a voice came from behid which made gulf jump out
" oh hi mew " gulf said casually while inside he want to jumb into him but
" you have shoot why are you here" mew said sitting down playing with the kitty " oh just came to keep my mind fresh since its last day so" gulf slipped out mew looked up to look at gulf " you are leaving" mew asked hint of sadness in his voice
" i mean um" gulf couldn't reply mew asked me to stay i will stay for you he wanted to say but he kept it inside his mind and couldn't split out of his mouth
" ah ok it was nice meeting you i willl go " mew said as he walked away gulf looked at mew back watching him go without thinking he ran to him hugging mew " please just for min i will let go" gulf said as he hiding his mew in mew neck " just for a moment" gulf kept on saying
mew was stunned for a moment then he came back to sense he just let gulf hold him for a moment as from corner of his eyes tears falls he quickly wipe it he missed gulf but he wanted to hear from gulf
" gulf we have shooting " mew said losing gulf hand from waist and turn around to look at him as he saw gulf sheding tears from corner of his eyes just like mew gulf wipe his tears but mew notice and holf gulf cheeks in his hand making gulf look at him
" gulf look look at me you deserve everything i want you to be happy okey don't cry you will find someone who will make you happy" mew said stoping for sec to stop himself from crying " you know gulf i am happy now i am really mew said smiling gulf knew that smile is not that smile is to made him more sad " i will go " mew said as he walked away leaving gulf there walking away from gulf tears flowing from his eyes didn't dare to turn around knowing he will not be able to stop himself around gulf
as he was far from gulf his he got message from gulf " if you love me why are you letting me go like this you stupid met me after shooting" gulf sent that message
finally ready to tell mew what happened that night between him and ohm
for whole shooting they both were not talking like before they would say something but today there was a tension between two
after finished shooting gulf went inside mew waiting room " mew" he said with low voice
" i have to tell yo--" he saw mew helping niek wearing tshirt for god sake gulf went outside banging that door loudly as mew stood there froze
" gulf want happened" his manager asked as he saw gulf being red from anger
" nothing " he said and went outside i mean the fuck i really hate that guy can't he even wear his own fucking tshirt are uhhhhhh i wasfinally ready to ask for his forgive let it be if we are meant to be we will get through it
he wore his hoodie and wore earphone listening to music he walk it was kinda dark he could he his shadow following him so at last i am all alone he said walking for bit his eyes full of tears first mom left then dad then mew everyone is getting far me is it my fault that couldn't handel them was it my fault don't cry gulf he said to himslef stoping himself from crying but he couldn't help it tears started to roll down his face it was my fault leaving that time leaving mew without explaning why i left i should have been more strong he stood there covering his mouth from crying as mew came searching for gulf as he saw gulf standing there he left out sigh and went near he can hear gulf trying to stop crying he went to him and hug him from behide like he did few year back that remind that day keep walking mew said gulf body was relaxed under mew hug as he walk without saying anything as mew kept him hand on gulf hoodie pocket and kept on hugging him while walking without letting gulf go
happy fucking birthday newyear
