as for gulf he couldn't sleep for whole night thinking ways to tell mew about what happened he can't lie to him but his heart is hurting because of what he did
after finally thinking for hours he finally came to last decision as he woke up and went to his closet and pack all his clothes and his bag as he look at mew sleeping peacefully he went near to the guy sleeping on bed he gave him soft kiss in his lips and forehead as he said "don't wait for me" as he turn around tears falling into his cheeks as he try to stop as he he walked put of that room look at mew last time as gulf was out of room mew open his eyes as turn around and look at empty side of bed as tears rolls down his face he was awake just after gulf wokeup but he just act like he was asleep As he opened his eyes tears rolling form his eyes (flashback)
Don't fucking come from ask your own boyfriend ohm said pushing away what are you saying mew asked as he was getting angrier 'what did you expect I am not the one that started the kiss 'ohm said as he look at mew with smirk as mew went for ohm collar don't lie ohm 'you don't believe me ask your boyfriend how he pulled me for kiss 'after saying that ohm left the place leaving the part that gulf asked for mew not him
You run away instead of telling me how can be so fucking coward gulf he kept on saying as I was trying to make you mine you were there kissing someone else why gulf after that day mew promised himself that he will move on from his past and live a normal life
As mew finished his uni and started working in his dad office for intern and went in many offices for intern he can choose to work in his dad office but he wanted to get free form his family and stand in his own foot as
As for gulf he went back to Italy after he left his country and started his study as he was working as model to since he was very handsome and had perfect height, he was popular within girls and boy but he was never interested into that as he just didn't want to ask his dad or money after joining model, he was earning more money day by day many brands were asking him to be their presenter as he was doing it well, he was well known in Italy had many fans and follower every time he work with someone people always star rumour about dating he was also tired of this life but also was enjoying it now he was thinking of taking some break and start working in office as he applied in so many offices he didn't had trouble in searching job because he was really talented person and well balanced he know everything and is good as everything now he is standing near sea as he look at those sea waves it's been years I hope you're doing great I hope you are living your best life
As he turns and went back to his room and slept falling asleep into memories for whole year, he was thinking about only that person only that person he had chances with so many beautiful models but his heart was numb at this point
Mew:
'hi' he said as walk towards to that person as he that come towards him and hug him 'don't be like this' mew said as he tries to escape form that person holds 'why can't I have been with you for year' niek said as they walk without breaking hug everyone is looking at them as part time mew stated learning photography and he met him at photoshoot niek is funny guys mew in another hand was slowly moving on form his past as his all memories with gulf was replaced with his new one was he really moving on form his past niek has become his really close friend as he took him everywhere he goes he just never leave him it's just their friendship going more that but was mew ready as mew finished his work he saw niek waiting for him in his car ' did I make you wait' mew asked ' no I came early and brought us food ' niek said showing his the bad he was holding as mew left out small chuckles after gulf left and mew was left mew sold that house he thought that place many things hold many memories but never knew who brought it there was person but the person told his person to make it to make it private the payment was full so he just decided to sell it early he have been leaving near this studio so will be easy for him in Moring to reach studio
He kept all the pic of him and gulf in basement and never opened
Back to gulf
Gulf you have photoshoot for 1 week I know you are going to take break but please his manger begged him and he said yes since he was getting bore
He took out his phone and decided to call his friend war they meet in photoshoot and they became close
'hello war' gulf said
'hello gulf 'war replied
'i will be busy for week maybe it will take long but can you take care of my apartment until I am out, I think I have photoshoot somewhere far and I will not be here for more than weel 'gulf explain to war
'of course, I will but don't forget to treat me after you come back 'war said as gulf replied with yes for hour, they talked about many things and some stupid things only way to escape form mew was to talk with war he has become his good friend he never thought of dating war since many his fans were shipping him with him and war it makes him uncomfortable it was just weird
'where are we going for shoot 'gulf asked his manager "I think its somewhere in Thailand" wait what I can't go back fuck "no I am going "gulf said as his manager stood up "gulf you can't they already paid you and it's important for you "his manger said to make gulf to agree to it since it has really big part in his career
I mean gulf its okey it's been years you have face them gulf said to himself as he nodded his head "fine" he said and walked after his manager following him to car and drove to airport it was lucky that his manager already packed everything for him
After hours of flight, they finally landed damn it has really been a year I was short I just feel like I came yesterday
They directly drove to the hotel and rest because tomorrow he will have photoshoots early in the morning, he really didn't think that he will be model he thought he will be working in office running his ass off.
As he falls into bed sleeping as he looks at the pic of mew and him, I hope you are doing well I hope you are happy after saying he fall asleep every night before he falls asleep, he always prays for mew
In the morning he went to the location people were surrounded around him preparing him while he is playing with his phone "where is my manager" he asked to the girl who was about do his makeup "I think he went to bring you food "she replied and start doing her work as gulf was ready, he wanted to drink some iced coffee since it always helps him to cool down
He asked for the permission form the team and went to the near place and asked for medium iced coffee girls who are in the bar were looking at him he nodded at them he didn't wanted to be rude he was being careful with his clothes since he to do photoshoot later after taking his order he came out of the bar and his phone ring as he tried to take out his phone from his pocket it was stuck since the pant, he was wearing was kind of tight fuck he sign in and tried to answer he bumped into someone who was running all those coffee was spilled in his dress " Are you fucking kidding me'" gulf said getting pissed about changing his dress " sorry I didn't saw you " the another person said " are you blind stupid" gulf took picked the coffee and throw the wasted in dustbin and tried to clean with tissue as person tried to help him by cleaning " don't fucking touch me" gulf said taking the tissue that person was holding and started cleaning it even though it was not helping....
"What's happening" another person came its him that voice he said to himself not ready to look at him "what happened niek "mew asked in soft voice as he look at the spilled coffee "are you hurt" mew asked as gulf look up stopping cleaning his shirt with tissue as mew was dumb folded as he looks at person standing there "tell him to be careful while he walks, he fucking ruin my shirt "gulf said as he looked a niek " can't you talk nicely I already said sorry" niek replied " well that doesn't fucking bring my shirt back" gulf said and left letting out a scoff " stupid" he said as he walk towards the place where photoshoot was happening why is he doing with that guy that guy look so stupid he
"what happened gulf "his manager asked "nothing just someone stupid bumped into me" gulf said undressing his dress its sticky he said looking at his manager "let bear it gulf you are already late let's go "as he followed and saw mew with camera wait what is he doing here "what is he doing here2 gulf asked his manager "are you really that dumb ofc he is photographer okey you can do it gulf
He said to himself as he started to pose that sticky from coffee is irritating him but he chooses to ignore it and stared posing he was really good he finished within 15 min as he walk to bathroom in hurry and brought tissues with him to clean it he took off his shirt and start cleaning it was still sticky I am really not good at this as someone entered he ignored and looked at the mirror I am tired he said as he throw the tissues in the dustbin his chest red from scrubbing it too much as he saw the person standing there he just looks "umm mew ...I was cleaning" gulf said not trying to make it awkward as he took out another tissue and tried to cleaned, he was getting annoyed by it as another person came near him, he didn't notice he was busy trying to clean mew snatch the tissue and wet it in the water "you still don't know "mew murmur "what "gulf said not hearing it properly as mew clean the messed that coffee as gulf looked at him without moving as he kept on staring him making him wear shirt mew without saying anything as gulf look at the mirror his face reflect guilt, coward , he had chanced as he walked outside of bathroom and walk towards his room as he saw mew and guy form earlier together i guess he is happy he is happy gulf said breathing in peace he just wanted to see mew happy as form corner of eye mew look at gulf walking towards his car with his manager i never knew i would meet him like this he said to himself as he went to home and slept why are you here again to leave me again to remid e i am not enough mew thought
as for gulf he was happy he have done lot of things wrong but he was afraid of changed and he stayed same now he will start moving because promised himself that after he see mew happy with his own eyes he will move on he doesn't want to let go
fight for him gulf his mind kept on saying shall i really fight for him gulf asked shall i try telling him why i left what he hate me now nah he can't hate me thinking gulf fal asleep in his apartment he bought as soon as he knew mew was selling he decided to buy it just so you know what will happen in future so he woke form from nap now he is just sitting in the bed as his manager is cooking him food he still doesn't know how to cook " gulf your dad is calling" his manger said " tell him i am busy" gulf said he ignored his dad for years and now all property of hs dad belongs to his step brother he can't even hate him step bro for that since he is his friend boyfried at first he was shocked but later he just swollowed it and let it go lucky them gulf thought and wnet outside the room and eat dinner since he couldn't sleep he decided to play games as he was ready to play playing online he meet many different people " what the fuck are you doing stupid" he shout at the peron playing form another side " why you care you stupid" another person shout again " are you choosing voilence" gulf asked as the another person kept on following him " get the fuck away you dumbass" gulf said " shut up " another person said again as they kept on fighting for whole games "lets have another match tommorow you are dumb" the another person in the games said " okey i don't have problem this time tommorow don't be scared stupid" " you who- he cut the game and scroll through instaguess who is on another side of game??