i am sorry for late update i was going through something 🌻☀️
after thinking for a while gulf couldn't think about anything his heart is not answering he doesn't know whom to ask he is afraid to hurt himself again
working on mew office is tiring
he went to his house where he lived with his father he went to his room everything is as before like no one touched it
he watch the picture hanging on the wall " dad i miss you" he said touching the frame i wish you could knew how hard i tired to hate you how hard i tired but i can't let you slip away from me you are the only one left for me he got lost in his world remembering the time spent here
RINGING ..........
he took his phone saw the person mew
he took the phone near his ear clearing his voice " hello" he said crossing his fingers mew will know i am drain now " gulf where are you" mew from another side asked getting worried listening to gulf voice "why" gulf asked " i made some dinner so where are you i went to appartament but you were not there" mew said walking towards his car opening the car door " i am my house " gulf said even if he didn't say it mew will find it out " i be there in a minute ' mew said cutting the phone he went to bed and fall down looking at the ceiling " shall i give him a chance " "uhh this is so frustrating " gulf turn around and look at the drawers he saw slightly open he got up and went near to it
"ringggggg" doorbell
"oh mew is here" gulf said and turn around and went to open the door mew looking dashing in suit wait why is he wearing suit
"what are you doing with this suit" gulf point it out and close the door as mew sent to sit on the sofa after keeping the food on the fridge
" did you hear me" gulf asked again
" come here" mew as gulf looked at him questioning look " fine" mew said and walk towards gulf wrapping his hand on gulf waist and covering his face on gulf shoulder "M-mew" gulf said having trouble breathing " oh sorry " mew chuckles and hold gulf lightly " i just missed you so much and my security is always making me run like can i take a break i want to see gulf she will say not until i finish my job even we work in same place i hardly see you" mew said rubbing his hands on gulf back
meanwhile gulf stood there debating whether to hug him back or not looking at gulf behavior mew felt a lightly pain on his heart before gulf used be the one hugging asking for attention but now he is afraid to hold me can i bring the old gulf back
gulf felt wet in his shoulder he pulled out from thr hug and didn't look at mew face he straight went to his room and took some clothes for mew and a unused towel " umm- here change it " gulf put the clothes and went to kitchen he didn't look at mew face he doesn't want to look at mew face when mew is crying he knew he will forgive mew just in a sec if he look at mew he took a long breath and webt to kitchen and heat the food and placed it on plate
shall i wait for mew? well that will be akward
he brought his food to the sofa and started eating it " you are eating without me" that voice made gulf jumped out his mouth full of food as his mouth in a small pout
mew couldn't resist and went for a peck and left like nothing happened well while gulf heart was about to bust
that bitch know how to make my heart race
after finishing their food both are watching some drama on tv gulf is sitting in the corner far from mew holding his blanket and wrapping into it
while mew sitting there like a akward statue " i feel so cold" mew spoke as he look ar gulf who is focused on tv asking for attention he didn't think a sec and walked towards gulf and snatched the blanket and took with him " mewwww" gulf shout as he jumped out of couch "if you are cold come here " mew said opening the blanket that he is cuddling and showing his lap " dream on" gulf said and went to his place and continue watching it i mean it is kinda cold but i will not go near him as he looked from the corner of his eyes mew half asleep he smile at himself and turn to the tv as mew knew gulf watching him the sec gulf turned back we walked behinf gulf and wrapped the blanket and pulled gulf into his lap and locking gulf by his arms and blanket gulf look like small puppy wrapped into someone arms gulf didn't resist since he was cold too as gilf head stamd there still akwards where to put it mew fulled down gulf heand into his cheast so gulf can watch tv leaning on him
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