Gulf pov
Everything is going as I thought I am on my way to uni I want to tell pui everything but I am afraid if she doesn't accept me loving mew. I don't have anyone to share what I am feeling I am just keeping by myself I am surrounded with people
As I entered the class mew is already on his seat in my seat there is boom but as I entered the class boom left that seat empty, I just don't want to be near mew it I want to clear my feeling for him will I be able to do it thinking I look around the class and I saw one seat empty beside ohm its better than sitting mew
I just went and sit as I opened I ohm who was sleeping look around me and gave me a big smile I smile him back even I didn't want it.
"gulf you look tired did you slept last night "as I look around, I felt a pair of eyes looking at me but I act like I didn't care
"I was tired you know we have so many notes to do and I haven't finished so I had to stayed all night to do it" lying about it
"don't worry about notes if you need help just call, I will be there with my note for you" ohm said looking at me and putting his hand on my head and smiling
"i will call you "I said maybe ohm is not that bad. As that I spend whole day with ohm, he was good at keeping my mood good and I found myself laughing at his jokes.
"gulf you said that your dad is countryside right "he asked me
"yes" I said "let's have dinner together I am lonely too so please he plead" smiling at his silliness I said yes to him I just wished he is not there I just don't want to face him
Later in dinner
As me and ohm entered the restaurant is kind of full, we sat on a table facing each other
"gulf what do you want to eat" he said I just don't know maybe "anything except seafood I am allergic it to it and I don't want my eyes to turn red like a vampire" I said
"ok I will save that on my mind "he said as we were about to order our food mew and his friends entered the restaurant as boom and zee saw ohm they came towards as ohm notice my discomfort, he looks at me and said sorry as I saw mew also entered and came towards as I felt my heart racing "let's eat together "boom said what does he want form me like the fuck why can't he fucking leave us alone as ohm read my mind, he came to sit beside me and tried to make boom sit other side
As we were about to order they turn to me and boom said "you gulf you having pasta with seafood" as I was about to say "he is allergic to seafood" ohm said for me then as a corner of my eye I saw mew looking at ohm with angry eyes I just ignored and finished the food as we all finished our food we were outside of restaurant as they were saying bye to zee and saint lastly only mew ohm boom and me were left a I lied to them that pui will come to pick me up as I saw mew and boom left and lastly ohm I went to bus stop to take a bus to go home I just wanted to be alone then as I was in bus stop I saw someone running towards bus stop bus is not coming but why is he running like an idoit I said as the figure came I realize who was he
I took out my phone and earphone and played waiting for bus as he was standing beside me trying to hold my hand, I took my hand pulled away from his grip as the bus came, I entered the bus he came sit next to me but I just don't want him near me
To the home he kept on following me "what do you want form me mew" I said we were outside my home "can't you see I am keeping my space with don't you know how to give someone space why don't you leave me alone like you left me that day hanging there fucking crying for you and where you fucking someone else just know mew, I am saying don't want to be you little game you will never feel how I felt just fucking leave me alone" as I said that I opened my gate and entered without letting mew say anything because I know I am so weak when it's about him he will just be sweet for a moment then he will you leave like he did as I fall on the ground tears falling down my face
"gulf please listen to me" as I heard mew form another side
"plea..se so meew" I said trying hard to not sound like I am crying
"baby please don't cry" he said banging my funking gate I am not you baby mew
As I was standing up form ground after a few min I heard a sobbing come from outside as I went near the door and opened, I saw mew leaning on my gate covering his face with his hand as he tried to stop his sobbing sound as he was this hurt then why did he left me that night
I as I went near him, I tried to removed his hands form his face his eyes are red from crying
"i don't like watching you cry I was stupid I left you there I will explain when times comes but please don't let me go "he said he is about to cry I don't know what should I do
"fine it's a last time if you leave me like you did then I will never talk with you" I said
As he pulls me on hug as he cries on my arms, I love this I love this feeling I love when he comes tome even after
As we already had dinner we went straight to bed as I watch tv he is sleeping on my lap my one hand
"gulf you know I haven't slept these days I was so stupid when I left there I wanted to to talk with you this moring but you went to sit him that fucking ohm I hate that guy and he knows that you are allergi to seafood but I didn't even knew it he was trying to hold you hand " as he pulls my hands together and kissed it you are only mine I will protect you gulf he said I turned the tv off and went to sleep he hug me like I will leave maybe he afraid as " gulf promise me that even one day someone try to break us and you will listen to me " he said as long he is mine I am okey too
what do you think was gulf did was right letting mew in his life again??please comment
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