"will you be able to handel me what i get broken" gulf asked as he look at mew holding glass of water " mew look at me" gulf asked
few moments before
mew look at the person sleeping in his lap as he is in parking lot of his apartment
he slowly open the seat belt and the car door and slowly pull gukf into bridal style not waking him up he can see gulf puffed eyes from crying did he missed me mew asked to himself as he felt the warmth of gulf being near him made him feel alive again
he took out his key card and open his apartment and took gulf to his bedroom and tuck him in his bed and went to kitchen to drink water he took a glass of water and went to the room to see if gilf is well or not gulf was turing his back from mew which mean he is awake and doesn't want to face mew "gulf " mew called him being sure about gulf being awake "will you be able to handel me when i get broken" gulf turn arouf to look at mew who is holding a class of water "mew look at me " will you " i wanted us to be together i wanted you to fight for me i wanted you to be here for me" was i too selfish i pushed you so many times because i wanted to see if you will give up on me or not mew i am not myself now i can't love other i keep thinking about you all this years all this years i wanted you to look after me when i saw you first i was happy i felt happy to see you but the throne you gave me when i tired to hold you you thought i will leave you that day when i left you i wanted you to stop me from going i wanted you to be sincere for me for the love was i the only one who kepth on loving you when i was falling apart do you remember when you stayed in hospital all night because you left me in car that night waiting for you you didn't wanted you but your heart was worried about me that you kept on holding my hands till i wake up i saw how quietly you fall asleep while you hold my hand did you realized it later? mew i wanted you to just hold my hand with the same feeling the way you hugged me in that night when i went for night and you hugged me from back i can felt how your heart was relaxed with the feeling of you being with me do you think i will love you even when you hurt me because i saw the love that you couldn't see i wished just one time you kissed me with those happy eyes when i hold you you smile when you smile when you look at our pic when we entered our appartament those happiness in your eyes when you left me alone those time i felt hurt but i knew that would be more hard for you because you kept denying your feelings mew look at me tell me you know what feeling you felt gulf tears fall down as he sit in the corner of the bed wiping his tears with his hands his lips trembling all the memories of them again flooding in his mind how they laugh he felt numb in his heart that he can't handel it "mew please tell " gulf asked as he looked at mew mew is more broken than gulf his feeling betrayed him his own heart brain betrayed him thinking a toxic friendship was important that the love that made his heart happy his tears fall in the floor he couldn't look at gulf because he faked crying so many time to get him he couldn't show his sincere tears after faling it his feeling went numb tears won't stop he wiped his face with his face and sit in floor holding gulf hands putting his head in gulf hand and start crying " gulf i tired i cried so many time after you left i was broken i don't want to hurt you i wanted you to live happily even if i am not there but i forgot that i was your happiness i sold your happiness our love to other i love you gulf i still do please " he said trying to look at gulf with his eyes full of tears gulf could see the sincere tears in mew eyes " promises me you will hold me for forever for now " " promises me that we will not let other control our love" gulf said wiping mew eyes with his hands and kissed his forehead mew stood up and jump into gulf and hugged him till he felt his heart their heart finding eachotherr where their heart can hear eachother heart best there hands finding its own please " gulf i will do everything to save you " mew said as his last tears fall from his eyes i found my home i found my home mew said to himself in his mind and felt the heavily things in his heart fading away with the warms of being with gulf gulf pulled his hands to hug mew as mew is in too of him holding him like he will loose gulf if he let it go mom i found my home after you mom i your son found his home his safe place gulf said to his mom closing his eyes as his fear of being unloved faded away
both of them healed eachother even after tearing eachtoher every part did all the things to make each other hurt suffer cried but became each other home the safest place for them as they face eachother with the smike they always had when they were together but lost it after loosing eachotherr
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