sorry guys i had so many assignments so i couldn't update fast i am really sorry take care😷💓
as he went to bar gulf saw mew sitting in chair keeping his head down what is he doing gulf thought,
as gulf went closer to him and pick him up mew was murmuring something he can't hear it properly as he took mew to the car seat and tie seat belt mew pulled him then mew said something that gave gulf heart a stab he just wanted to leave mew here but his heart love mew and can't leave mew
"after mew got out of gulf condo"
he is not serious is he how am i supposed to be in relationships when i just making my promise to boom
as he walk out of the parking lot he realizes that he left the bike key inside and he doesn't want to go inside part of him want to go but he doesn't know what is that feeling will he ever realize it or it will be late until he realizes
mew took out his phone and calls boom
"boom i am realli tired i just don't want to continue this"mew said
"mew if you don't keep my promise i will never talk to you"boom said manipulating mew again
as mew knew he just can't let boom go because boom was always there for mew when mew was struggling alone boom was the first best friends he ever had just to make boom happy now he is ruining his own happiness
"boom you came" mew said in drunk state not knowing gulf was there to pick him up
"i missed you" mew said pulling that person into hug
as gulf felt his world crushing but he just took mew driving while his tears are rolling form his eyes as vision so blur he stop at the side and took out his phone and search for ohm number
he clear his voice to make it sound like he was not crying
"hello ohm can you give me boom num its urgent " gulf said and within a sec ohm send gulf boom number
he got a courage to dial that num
"hello" other person in the call pick up his phone
"hi boom its gulf i am in midway road and mew is drunk i want you to take him home i had some imp to do so hurry up " gulf said without stopping
later 20 min boom arrived and took mew with him as gulf saw their car geting put of his vision he kept staring at it
gulf didn't ask for this
"i think i am ready to leat you go" gulf said smiling was he even smiling he left sigh and got inside his car and rest his head on the seat atleast you will be happy gulf thought as he drive back his condo they used to spend thei most of the time together in their condo gulf went to his bed and slept holding mew pillows if he didn't wanted to let the tears fall it doesn't stop As gulf was tired to went to his room, he was empty inside "I will never be able to compete him boom is everything he want but why does it feel so bad why am I tired" gulf asked himself as he watch the bed where he and mew used to fall asleep peacefully as much gulf wanted to cry, he couldn't cry because his eyes were tired, he was happy to let him go as he fall asleep holding mew pillow as his eye's lids slowly gets heavy and fall asleep
Next day gulf took all the courage to go to uni to as he walks down the hallway, he saw mew and his friends as he walks past giving a small smile to them as he walk past to them without looking at mew as he walk straight to his friends since it has been long time they haven't hangout together since gulf was always with mew as he was walking he saw ohm walking towards him what does he want form gulf was getting irritated because he just want peace and nothing else he just ignore ohm and went to mild and pui as mild hug gulf and asked him how was he thought this was the time he should his friends about mew
As he told them everything mild knew it something was going on between them but he never asked him as he wanted gulf to tell him as for pui
She was not aware of it she was angry for a bit but was okey
"so now you going to let him go" mild asked as his face was worried because this was the first time, he ever wanted to be with someone since that girl
As they went to class, he saw mew seat empty he took a deep breath and sit next to him as he saw mew trying to talk with him, he took out his note and make himself busy "mew I am busy now don't disturb me" he said as he wanted to talk to him beg him to love him like he love him but all he could do was to see his love asking for someone else when he was right Infront pf him coming back to him "fine baby" mew whisper he doesn't remember about yesterday gulf kept on doing his work and he felt sick his head was heavy as he excuse himself form class
Later that day
"dad I want to go to Italy to complete my uni" gulf said talking to his father in his phone
"okey baby as you want, I just want you to be happy anywhere you are "the dad said and they talked about hour talking about what gulf should bring there and what thing he will see
As gulf was packing his bag in his condo the door opened and mew was standing in the door looking confused gulf forgot that he gave mew his extra key to his condo so could come whenever he wanted but now, he regrets giving him a key
As he ignores mew and
"mew you can stay here in my condo I am leaving but if you want you can stay here" gulf said stilling not looking at mew
"are you going to somewhere when will you come back" mew said coming toward gulf as gulf walk away for him mew confused as he felt his heart ache but he kept ignoring what his heart want he was still thinking about the promise he made with boom the feeling mew hurt his heart ache it was because he will miss gulf even for a day but his mind is ignoring making him thinking that he misses the feeling of keeping boom promise but what about gulf mew
As he went to gulf to stop packing and hold his waist form back keeping his head on his shoulder as he said "nothing feels better than this "as he knew gulf was leaving, he was not ready
"gulf please stay for hour let's just cuddle" mew asked making his voice weak as was about to lose it
"mew stop mew just stop you are making me weak you come to me saying you miss me while you spend whole day or night with boom fucking him later you come to me saying you miss me what do you miss that I am weak for you what I keep chasing you like a fool that I kept on forgiving you that I get weak for all those tears mew please leave me as " gulf said as his heart was aching more how can he come and just say he miss me he feel goof with me while he was asking for another man to be with him as he fall down ground begging to stop this feeling as he cried his heart out asking it to stop he want mew to be with him only him love him ask him call him when make him his boyfriends why it's hard for him to just
"gulf be my boyfriend" mew said c was he even thinking
"I I am not good I know I will hurt you but I really want you to be with me I want to be with me please gulf I will make it all good I will be good for you I will stop every pain I will hold your hand I will kiss you when you are tired, I will wake you up I will pick you I will not leave you not even a once please gulf"
what do you what should gulf do??
tomorrow its gulf birthday ❤️🐝
