will i make it to you?

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gulf——-

as i woke up in the moring i feel mew is not behind i just laid down thinking about why he was screaming and having nightmares i wanted to ask but i don't want him to think i am being noisy i don't want to think more about him i am making my expectations high for him
i searched for my phn then i realized that i slept on guest room with room i went to my room and got fresh and took my phone and call my das he have been out i think he will be here today
then i hear a car horn sound oh he is here i thought mew left since he said he will leaving on moring so i ran for stairs then saw mew making breakfast for us he is still here
"o mew you are making breakfast i thought you already went to your room" i said walking towards main door to welcome my dad
mew is silent maybe he don't want to talk about it
"gulf i smell food i am so hungry when did you learn making breakfast" dad asked me without knowing that mew is here
"dad its not me mew is here he drop me yesterday and he spend night here in guest room"
i said
"ah ok where is mew i want to meet him" he said walking towards kitchen
"oh hi mew i am gulf dad you are good looking i bet there are many girls and boys running for you" he said looking at me like dad you don't have to be this frienly can he just stop i am just feeling irritated
" hi sir nice to meet you" mew said in low voice looking at dad avoiding eye contact with me
fine
"oh shit i have class at 9 "
dad what time is it i asked i think 8:25 "shit am gonna be late" it will late 20 min to reach uni pluse getting ready shit
or i will be late" i said grabbing a pancake and shoving it on my mouth and running towards my room

as i came down after being ready with my another car key i saw mew standing outside main door with his bike i think he is going college to
"hi mew" i said tapping his shoulder
"what are you waiting you should go or you will be late for class " i said taking my car key out of my pocket
"get in the bike i will take you to your car you know where you parked yesterday right" he asked me without looking at him i want to say so many things but i don't want him to feel awkward by asking personal questions so i will just leave it when he want to talk about it
without saying no to him i gave that car ley to the workers that were nearby
"hold me tightly"he said
i just noded my head and since the morning air is cold it was making my eye teary so hide behind his shoulder resting my face in his back and holding him tightly
"keep you hands on my pocket"
"whattttt"
i said keep you hands on my pocket i know you are feelings cold it will warm your hand. mew said and i kept my hand in his pocket and
this moment i just don't want to end i want to be like this with him

after getting my car and i reached uni at exact 9:30 glad that i decided to came with him or i would've been stuck in traffic.

as i enter the class boom is sitting with mew in my place god do you really need to put this kind of fucking situation like tf who the fuck wants to talk with boom in this early without arguing i just went straight to another empty seat and sat there and after some moments ohm entered the class and came to sit next to me i can see mew looking at me like saying no but he is fucking sitting aith boom in my seat like in my seat and he is just letting him be there did he even waited for me in the class. does he get excited when i sit nect to him , was he happy when i offered him ride even though he ditched me just to fucked around, Was he relaxed yesterday night when i was awake all night taking care of him while he was having nightmares. i guess we will never know until the day when mew says those thing

"hi gulf you are seated here why did you got in fight with mew or boom?"
" why does it have to be boom i said with anger
"because mew does everything boom says he can't say no to him they have been best friends cor years so i was just saying you don't have to het angry you look cute when you are angry he said pinching my face like a baby.
i just smiled at him and started doing my things and i spend whole fucking day just thinking about them i well i will be just second choice for him i choose to be with me if he is happy woth him i will not go between them

as i was walking towards my car i see a familiar figure waiting near my car as i get near its mew what is he doing here
"what are you doing here" i said taking my car key out of my pocket and in locking my car
"gulf can you give me a ride to my room i don't feel like riding bike" he replied i just nodded my head and open the car door for him to in
it was a silent ride and i didn't knew where mew house his
"mew whats your address" i asked him my eyes on road
"mew" i look at he fall asleep i didn't even notice i found myself smiling while watching him
gulf the things you are feeling rightnow is not good i told myself i just don't want to get myslef hurt
i just don't want to wake him up he haven't had a good sleep yesterday night
with that i drove to my home
i parked my car and carry mew in bridal style fuck he is heavy tho
"gulf" my dad said in low voice i just told him whispering i will tell him later
i put him in room where he slept yesterday and tuck him in blankets and wipe his face before i went downstairs
"gulf did you kidnap mew" my dad asked what is he thinking
"no dad he was having nightmares yesterday night and haven't slept well so he asked me for ride but he fall asleep in my car so i brought him here are you ok with this dad" i asked him just to make sire he is ok with me hanging and bringing mew home
"no my baby you know i will be there for you and will always support you in everything but if he hurt you even once or make you cry i don't want him near you i love you my son" then he hug me like i am going somewhere far form him my dad never made me cry it just i never felt sad when i am with my dad
he never let me be sad but
I was doing my assignment on my room on my studying desk someone is hugging me form behind mew he is putting restting his head on shoulder his arms hugging my neck what happened to him
"gulf" he voice cracked is he crying
" mew"i asked turning to look at him but he doesn't let me move he keeps on hugging me form behind
i felt wet on my shoulder he is crying
finally turn around him and make him sit on the chair i am sitting and i am sitting of my floor he is still not watching me
"mew you know you can talk to me i promise i will not say anything or judge you but if you keep ignoring me like this i don't know if i can help you"
i kept my hand in his checks wiping his tears stains
and cupping his checks with my hands and made him look at me
"you look handsome even when you are crying you know i said just to lighten thr mood
a small smile form in his lips i jist pull his towards me and kept hugging him and patting his back we stayed this think for moments
"gulf you will not leave me right" mew said after a long silent
"no i will not leave you don't worry" i said and hug him even tightly and i break the hug and look at him he is not crying anymore but that thing which is bothering him i think he is still not ready to talk about it

"lets go and have a dinner then i will drove you home ok " i said now he is frowning

i haven't post anything about Mew pov so next i will do mew pov its gonna be fjekjr
takecare of yourself loveyou with all my heart🫀🫀

i haven't post anything about Mew pov so next i will do mew pov its gonna be fjekjrtakecare of yourself loveyou with all my heart🫀🫀

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