wish i was him|

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this is short but it hope you will like it
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Being happy with everything gulf was now really starting to trust mew because for a week mew has been staying with, he would cook gulf breakfast and everything he was taking care of him every time without realizing gulf was falling in love with gulf.
"gulf come I will drop in uni since we are in came uni you don't have to worry about everything I will leave you from now on so wait for me before you go to uni and when uni is finished wait of me Infront of parking lot I will be late but I will drop you home" mew said grabbing his bike kye and taking gulf hand and walking out of hose gulf dad looking at him amazed by his son and happy to see him be with the person he loves

At university gulf pov
"gulf it's been so long I haven't seen you I missed you" pui said hugging me tightly without letting me go
"pui I am okey let me go I can't breathe you are hugging me really tightly "I said joking with her I saw mew friends are not here and mew to I wonder where he is without thinking much, we went to class and class was staring in 5 min so I took out my laptop
I saw mew entering class boom by his side hugging and being to close with him before I didn't feel this feeling but I feel jealous when boom is with mew even though why would mew take care of him even though he has boom by his side next thing I saw is that boom kissed mew in his cheeks and went to his seat watching me weirdly he did that to show me I didn't ask for it if you want him take his I don't fucking want him everything felt sad I was mad whole day I don't even know

"pui can you drop me home I didn't bring my car today" I message pui since is far away from my seat and I don't want to scream so let's just leave it

Later that night I went for a walk wearing my black hoodie playing song of my phone listening to it on full volume thinking all the things I don't have problem if you think nicely you have puui your best friends your dad who will run to you if you are sad now you are walking alone for a guy who will act like your boyfriend and then in morning hangout with another guy and let that guy kiss him and then come you at night asking for a hug because he sleep well when you are him mew what are you doing to me I feel someone hugging form back tightly resting their head on my back that scent mew after spending every night with him falling asleep on his arms yes I know how he smell like why is he doing this to me he is coming to again I didn't say anything I just let him be there hugging for a min I don't know how much time it went but his warm body is all I missed "gulf i missed your hug" he said hugging me I turn around him I just want to ask me why is he here why he want to be with me I don't want this feeling mew don't come near me if you going to leave me tomorrow when you have your love why are you interested on me . I feel wet on my cheeks I didn't even knew I was crying
"baby are you crying no please don't cry I missed you don't cry I will not leave you" he said whipping my tears away from my face why you care you didn't even look at me in uni you act like I was a stranger for you do you really feel this or are you just playing around with me I wanted to ask but I just couldn't I am just watching him panicking when he saw he crying
"are you tired" he asked my holding my face with his 2 hands and whipping my tears stains with his thumb I smiled watching him
"yeah, kind of" I said
"come here I will give you piggy back "he said smiling brightly even in dark I can see his eyes shining when he is me
"but I am heavy" I said not wanting to make him tired but he keeps on begging me to let him give me a piggy back so at last I agreed
"you are indeed heavy you chubby" he said laughing
put me down I said just to tease him lets go I said walking away from his he is now following me holding my hoodie back "sorry "he was nagging like a baby I stop and hold his hand and lean my head on his shoulder if he could hear my heart beating fast "no I don't want your leg to get numb let's go" I said still holding his hand we walked for a min with a silence me holding my hand on his shoulder his hands on my wrist I wish we could be like this forever.

Mewpov 

Mew just go and be there I saw gulf going for a walk so just go boom said planning everything 
"what if he found out and what will we go" I said being tired of faking being with gulf
I did everything boom told me and left him in his home I really want this to end I said going to end
Boom you are making me crazy I said messing my hair I went straight to boom to forget about that I went straight to bedroom since boom already fall asleep, I went to his side and hug him kissed him and slept peace fully on his arms 


Gulf pov 

Now mew and gulf are at gulf house since gulf dad went to country for his work mew said he will stay night with gulf since its danger to live alone even though am big enough to 
As we finished dinner, we went to watch tv and I didn't notice mew fall asleep on my lap as I see his face his lips his eyes everything is beautiful every time I spend with him I tend to forget about everything so I just let myself drown in him I slowly touch his cheeks its soft he ten I feel mew putting his hand on my neck and pulling my head closer to him our touch touching each other I can do is nod swallow next thing I know is his soft lips on my lips slowing sucking each other lips it was not rough he was gently kissing me without breaking our kissing now he on top of me kissing my lover lips hardly and biting me making me moan and he took it as a chance to took his tongue inside my mouth exploring it my hands roaming in his back his hand on my back of neck after a moment his phone ring as I saw his screen its boom I pulled his neck but he pushed my hand away and went for a phone and pick it up next thing is
"I have to go "then he left hanging there I thought we felt the he chooses boom again only if you knew how much I like you. He is always your first I wish I was him tears storming my face all I can do is stare at the blank space and then touched my lip why did you kiss me I am not the one you I waited for him to come back to me saying he couldn't fall asleep with boom I waited I waitef but he never came 

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