Falling For A Princess

chpt.30 Dark Past

Jaminse

"Jaminse baby where you at I got something for that ass" I heard Nick's voice while I was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. This always happens every time he goes out he come home high and drunk.

"Girl I know you heard me calling for you" he came behind and start kissing the side of my neck.

"Come on Nick not right now just move around" I push him back but only for him to grab me by my hair and pull me to the floor.

"You fucking around on me aint you, See I knew I shouldn't trusted yo ass all I do for you and this how you treat me" he slap me in the face and pick me up and took me into our bedroom.

"Baby I'm not messing around I promise" I say while holding my face as tears was rolling down my face.

When I first met Nick he was a sweet nice guy all of a sudden I don't know what happen. There was plenty of times I tried to leave him, but he would threaten to kill me.

"Lie to me again Jaminse" he grab me by the neck and held on tight to the point I almost black out.

"Nick you're hurting me please stop" I struggle to say.

He let me go and I start coughing, "Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm just scared that you might leave me" he began to cry and pull me into his lap.

"I can't do this no more Nick, you can't keep coming home drunk then start hitting me like someone on the street. I love you but if don't get no help me and my unborn child is leaving for good".

"You're pregnant"?

I was scared to tell him in the first place. I figured if I told him now he would get his self together.

"Yes" I say looking at him.

"You bitch, that baby ain't mines. How can you sit up here and lie in my face" He push me off of him and start punching me like a punching bag. I was curl up on the floor blocking his punches but it was no use, I was in so much pain I couldn't even fight back.

I been hit in the face, stomp on, talk about, and so on.

"Stop!!! You gonna kill my baby" I yell out in tears.

"By the time I get back you better have this place clean up and your ass better be in the bed" he left out the room and once I heard the front door close I began to cry harder.

Why me.

"Jaminse, baby". "Huh what did you say"? I ask Chris.

"I said are you okay, every since we left the club lastnight you been acting strange. Who was that guy you was talking to".

"Chris I don't really want to talk about that can we just get dress and head to the mall" I say getting up to find something to wear.

"Nah we gonna talk about this now, I know when something is bothering you baby. You can tell me anything that's what I'm here for".

"Fine you wanna know. That guy I ran into lastnight was my abusive ex boyfriend" I say as I felt myself about to cry.

"I'm sorry Jaminse I didn't know" Chris pull me into him.

"No it's fine I need to tell someone so I can stop holding it in, I been through hell with him. I lost my first born because of him, He would always come home drunk and beat me" I just broke down into Chris chest.

"Baby I'm sorry about your lost but you could have told me this, I know this a touchy subject. Just know you don't have to worry no more I got you" he look down at me and peck my lips and wipe my tears.

"I know Chris and I'm thankful for having you in my life" I tell him as I use my thumb and wipe a tear that was forming in his eyes. We sat there holding each other shedding a few tears then once we got ourselves together we took care of our hygiene and start getting dress.