Part 8 - Pregnancy: Week 16-20👩🏻‍🍼

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Zayn was struggling , he'd been struggling for weeks , four weeks to be exact. He found himself hopelessly staring at the scan photo of his baby a lot. Debating how and when he was going to tell his mum... or if he not telling Harry was the right choice. He just didn't know what to do!

So he did the only thing he knew would help when he was stressed out like this. He rang the one person who would always be there no matter what.

"Zayn?! Z , what the fuck?" Harry's shocked voice spoke.

"H-hi." Zayn whispered, voice cracking.
"I-it's me."

"Yeah I noticed... sorry if I seem a little out of it. Didn't expect to see your name:"

"I'm so sorry, I know it's been a while. It's just the longer I left it .. the more awkward it felt."

"So what? You decided now was ok?"

The younger teen couldn't help himself when he flinched at the tone in Harry's voice. He sounded so angry with him, he never got angry with him.

"Z.. what's going on with you?"

"N-nothing just school was more stressful than I originally thought it would be is all. I shouldn't of ignored you .. I'm really sorry."

" I-I just don't get it , I mean sure you're sorry but babe.. you haven't spoke to me in like two months."

"I know, I know ok! And you have every right to be angry at me and hate me and I just- I'm sorry."

"You've missed a lot... like a lot."

Zayn felt his breath hitch, the guilt was eating him alive by this point.
"L-like what?"

"Like the fact that a management scouted me... like the fact that I'm starting to record for an EP... like the fact that I decided to start moving forwards."

"W-what? What do you mean?" He panicked.

"Zayn I haven't heard from you! I thought you was over the whole trying to do long distance thing! Decided you was over me! That you didn't love me! I've literally spent weeks motivating myself so I could finally get myself out there again... fuck sake! I don't know- shit why are you calling?"

"H-Haz I could never be over you! I-I'm sorry I've just been dealing with a lot of crap! I didn't want to drag you down with me so I just- I cut you out. Would you believe me if I said I truly didn't realise it had been two months up until now? Times been such a blur recently but I swear, I swear I love you so much and I-I'm not goin' anywhere."

"I was so scared Zayn."

"H-Harry I didn't mean to scare you... I'm ok, we're ok.. it's just a lot is happening right now."

"C-can we FaceTime... I really want to see you."

Zayn couldn't deny him that, so he quickly pulled the covers up his body to hide under them and hit the FaceTime button. His heart breaking once Harry's face appeared on the screen.

His usually bright, vibrant green eyes where dull and full of unshed tears. He looked exhausted and it hurt Zayn to know he was most likely the cause of it.

"Y-your hairs grown." He smiled softly.

Harry smiled a little at that, snuggling into his pillow as he looked towards the camera.
"Yep, can put it up in a little quiff now. You look older.. crazy how much you've changed in two short months."

"It's the beard.. not much of one really but it's scruff." Zayn snorted.

"Can hardly call it scruff babe, it's little peach fuzz."

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