Chapter 19 ~ Martina:

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After some time, Joshua and Maria sat down and watched a film in Mine and Jorge's room. I was downstairs resting as my pain in my stomach stopped. Jorge was still at the hospital as he was worried about Ethan, I started to watch a film when the doorbell rang. I answered the door and Candelaria held me in her arms. 

Candelaria: It's been such a long time since I have seen you. 

Martina: Oh, I'm still here. 

Candelaria: I heard that Ethan fell down the stairs. 

Martina: Ah, Jorge called you? 

Candelaria: No, Ruggero wanted to apologize for something that happened yesterday, so he called him, and Jorge told him everything. 

Martina: I'm surprised you're not hating me as well. 

Candelaria: Why would I hate you? 

Martina: I don't know it's just Jorge is always biting my head off. 

Candelaria: Awe, I wouldn't take it personally he's under a lot of stress right now, with work, Christmas, and now his son. 

Martina: Well, you obviously know more than me, would you like some tea? 

Candelaria: Uh, sure, and what do you mean? 

Martina: It doesn't matter. 

Candelaria: Well, obviously It does otherwise you wouldn't have said it. 

Martina: It's just I haven't told him what I'm hiding. 

Candelaria: What? 

Martina: I just can't because it'll upset him more and he's going through so much right now.

Candelaria: What? 

Martina: Candelaria, when I moved out of here because I quit, I lived with a new guy called Clemont and I found out I was pregnant with Jorge's baby, but the guy I lived with was very abusive and Jorge saved me, but I have been or had been feeling all sorts of pains in my stomach so yesterday when Jorge was at work and the kids were over yours, I went to see a GP and they gave me to scan. *Tears up* 

Candelaria: *Holds her hand* It's okay. 

Martina: *Sniffles* I lost the baby. *Breaks down* 

Candelaria: *Voice breaks* Wh... what? 

Martina: And that's why I went out yesterday I needed time to think about how I was going to tell Jorge because it's going to break him, but mostly I don't think I want to tell him because then that means our baby really is gone. 

Candelaria: I'm so sorry, that must be hard, but you still have Maria and Joshua and of course Ethan if he wakes up. 

Martina: Yeah, but it's not the same you know this would've been our baby mine and Jorge's, not other people's children. 

What I didn't know was that Ruggero and Jorge were behind the kitchen door listening to it all, which made Jorge rub his eye. 

Candelaria: But you must tell him, Martina, he needs to know. 

Martina: *Wipes her tears* No, he can't know Candelaria, promise me you won't tell him? 

Jorge: I already know. 

I looked at him in the doorway which made me sigh and look down because now this really was really our baby was gone now. 

Jorge: Candelaria, can you leave us to talk? 

Candelaria: Sure. 

She and Ruggero left and I was standing in the kitchen trying not to look at him, because I couldn't. 

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