You are beautiful to me (Gerard Way x Reader)

1) These Eyes

Short note before the story startes:
That's my first fanfiction ever, so please don't be too mean to me ^^
Also my native language isn't English, so please don't judge me, if I make grammatical or writing errors.
But otherwise I hope can enjoy the story :)

Ps: If it is written in italics, these are thoughts. Such as "Oh my god, did I really just did that?!" or something like that. So these are just things in your head that are not spoken out loud.

I finished unpacking all boxes in my new room. It was a lot smaller than my old room, but that doesn't really matter, because I anyway mostly just lying in bed all day. As I was doing it right now. I put on my headphones, turn on the music and closed my eyes. But I couldn't relax for long when my mother knocked on the door. She came in and said: "Darling, I know it is difficult for you to be in public, but I still have a lot to furnish the new house and it is also an opportunity to explore the city a bit, so please buy these things for dinner", she said, while giving me a slip of paper in which it said what I should buy. When I heard this, hundreds of scenarios shot into my head, how I could embarrass myself in various ways when I go out to buy these stuff. But I just replied with a short 'ok' because I didn't want to worry her.

I changed my clothes and made my way to the supermarket, avoiding eye contact and playing music on my ears. Fortunately there wasn't much going on in the shop because it was already pretty late. Besides, nothing embarrassing happened to me, except that I took a little longer to get my wallet out of my pocket. So I left the shop and made my way home, still avoiding eye contact and playing music on my ears.

When I suddenly ran into something. Or rather someone. It took me a bit to realize that it was a human I crashed into, so my hands started to sweat because I got in panic. I mumbled 'uh uhm I-I am sorry' nervously, still looking at the ground. "No problem, as long as you are okay everything is fine. You're not hurt, are you?", the person I crashed into said with a soft voice. Which confused me, because I was the one who walked into him, but he was the one who asks how I am and he really seemed to care about it.

So I looked up to him wanting to answer but as soon as I looked into his eyes, I couldn't get a word out my mouth. I had never seen such beautiful eyes before, they were hazel and shone beautifully, while his perfect raven black hair almost reached to his shoulders. When I noticed that I had been staring at him for a while, I quickly turned my gaze back to the ground to hide my blushing face and said quickly 'N- no I'm fine'. "That's good to hear", he said "I'm Gerard", he continued while reaching out his hand. Heat rushed through my body as I grabbed his hand and shyly said "I'm y/n", trying not to look in his eyes again, but I couldn't help it but lose myself in these gorgeous eyes again. After a while he grinned and looked briefly at our hands that were still holding. I blushed and quickly put my hand back in my jacket pocket.

I lowered my gaze and started walking home. While I suddenly heard the boy shouting 'by the way good taste in music' after me, when we was already like 20 meters apart. I was embarrassed that you could apparently hear my music through the headphones the whole time, but I also couldn't help but smile.

When I got home I showered while my mom cooked dinner. I thought about this boy I met ealier. Gerard. What a beautiful name. Fuck, I should stop thinking about him. I mean I will never see him again and he likely thinks am fucking weird anyways because I was just staring at him all time. I tried to focus on something else. But it didn't work. He was stuck in my head. Him and his wonderful eyes. These eyes.