Blurred Lines (originally started in Songs About Camren)

Rehab

~Baby, baby

When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease~

 

***Camila’s 22nd Birthday, Stanford Manor, New York City, NY (Cont’d)***

 

Lauren’s P.O.V.

 

“Is that right?” I said playfully, scrunching my nose, leaning closer to the very gorgeous, caramel skin girl in front of me, rubbing my nose against hers affectionately as she smiled, her brown eyes sparkling as they looked into mine. I watched her lips pull to her brown eyes that held me immobile at the moment; something about this moment and the way she looked at me. There was an outpouring of tenderness in her eyes, “what…” I could barely whisper out as she continued to look at me, I shook my head, I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks, “…why are you looking at me like that?”

She gripped my waist a little tighter, wrapping her arms completely around me, we were as close as two people could get; her pearly whites in full effect, “…I’ve just, I’ve just never felt this way before, that’s all,” she confessed, her breath so warm against my lips.

I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth, my stomach doing summersaults, “CAMMMZZZZ…” she had me speechless, the way she was looking at me so lovingly, I had to turn away to keep my composure.

“Hey,” I felt her soft hand cup my cheek, bringing my gaze back to her, the blush clear on my cheeks, I’m sure, “don’t be shy now…” she teased as I rolled my eyes playfully, “I love you…” she dipped her head, her eyes narrowing in an all too charming way, “…did you know that?”

I flashed a toothless smile, nodding.

She pulled her bottom lip in between her teeth, making me feel like jelly, my heart beat quickening as she leaned in, lips nearing my ear, “did you know that I’m hopelessly in love with you?” her voice soft, her words so wholehearted, I nodded, my heart wanting to break out of my chest as I felt her lips against my cheek, her kiss so gentle, so careful as if I was something fragile in her hands, which I was, I am putty in her hands, but this kiss, it was more than that, it was as if she was letting me know that SHE was putty in my hands, that I held her heart, no one else, I  had to take a deep breath, “…I love you Lauren, you never have to doubt how I feel about you.”

“I know,” I cupped her face, enjoying every second of her, “I love you too Camz,” pulling her in for a kiss, her lips dancing along with mine, her lips taking control, biting and nipping, taking my bottom lip, claiming me.