~You've been alone, you've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many ways
but I would change my life
If you thought you, might try to love me
So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over,
Again~
***Two Weeks Later***
~KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK~
~KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK~
I waited anxiously for the door to open. I haven’t spoken to my best friend in almost two weeks, which wasn’t like us at all. Actually, I’ve been spending a lot of time to myself, mostly in my head, cursing myself for being so stupid-HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID? I rolled my eyes, hating myself at the moment.
COME ON…OPEN UP!
I watched the door slowly open, my favorite short person in front of me, I flashed her a toothless smile, our eyes locking.
SILENCE.
It was getting to me, this whole thing, it was breaking me, “oh come on Ally!” tears appearing in my eyes, gosh STOP! Please STOP! I wanted them to go away, but my emotions got the better of me, I walked past her, into the living room, turning to meet her gaze, “so what, is this how it’s gonna be!” The moisture streaming down my face, pull yourself together damn it! “Lauren’s not speaking to me, so you’re not either!?” I was so upset, me shaking my head in frustration, sitting on the couch, staring at the floor.
“Mila…” I looked up our eyes locking and her expression seemed to soften as she took the seat next to me, “you’re MY best friend,” she wiped the tears from my face, “that’s never going to change, I love you, you know that,” I began to relax, “but Lauren is MY cousin and I told you not to hurt her…” she pressed her lips together, perking an eyebrow.
DAMN, ALLY’S SCARY WHEN SHE’S SERIOUS.
“But I didn’t do anything!” I argued, like a child…UGH, why am I such a child sometimes.
She perked an eyebrow, knowing exactly how I get, I knew it too, “oh REALLY? So the pictu---”
“SHE KISSED ME!!!” I point to no one then to myself, “she kissed me…” my face pleading, I needed my best friend on my side, “I didn’t want her to kiss me, you have to believe me!”
“I do believe you Mila,” I could tell she did, “but you still LIED to Lauren.”
“I DIDN’T LIE!” she shot me a look, “I mean…not technically…”
“Omitting IS lying.” Her tone was firm, I knew she was right.
WELL SHIT
“UGH! I hate it when you’re right!” I slouched on the couch, admitting defeat, “I don’t know what to do…” my tone helpless, I didn’t know what to do, I tried sending flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, oh those poor teddy bears, showing up at NYU-NOTHING.
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Blurred Lines (originally started in Songs About Camren)
Fanfiction"I gently grabbed her arm and leaned in, 'so listen,' I whispered in her ear, 'I don’t usually do this,' my other hand grabbing hold of her waist, 'but I may never see you again, so f*ck it, come spend the night with me,' I breathed out gently pulli...
