Blurred Lines (originally started in Songs About Camren)

Next To You

~You've got that smile,

That only heaven can make.

I pray to God everyday,

That you keep that smile.

 

Yeah, you are my dream,

There's not a thing I won't do.

I'd give my life up for you,

'Cause you are my dream.

 

And baby, everything that I have is yours,

You will never go cold or hungry.

I'll be there when you're insecure,

Let you know that you're always lovely.

Girl, 'cause you are the only thing that I got right now~

 

***One Week Later, Country Club, Upper East Side, New York City, NY 12PM***

I ran through the rotating doors and I could see Mani and Dinah in the distance at our usual table, Ally couldn’t make it, she was with Luke’s family, “hey guys,” I took off my glasses, taking a seat and a sip of coffee almost simultaneously, ahhhh, so good, please seep into my veins as fast as you can, please and thank you, “sorry I’m a little late.” They both continued to stare at me… “what?” I tilted my head.

I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR GUESSING GAMES!

“Um,” Normani perked both eyebrows, “Camila, we love you and all, but are you okay?”

They both waited for my response as I took another sip of coffee, I wasn’t really sure how to answer that, “yeah,” I shrugged my shoulders, “I’m fine, what makes you ask?”

Dinah squeezed my shoulder as I turned to my side to face her, “okay, I’m not even going to beat around the bush here, Camila, you look like SHIT,” she pressed her lips together as I turned towards Mani, she was nodding in agreement, “and we haven’t seen you this whole week, what’s going on?”

I exhaled in defeat; “I haven’t had much sleep lately…” I trailed off.

“Oooo, you dawg!” Dinah said proudly as she winked at me, “Lauren keeping you up all night huh?” they both chuckled.

I WISH…NOT EXACTLY.

“…whaaaaatttt?” Mani asked as their faces turned serious, realizing I wasn’t on the same boat as them, “Mila, what did you do?”

WHAT DID I DO? Why does everyone always assume it’s MY fault…maybe because it usually IS your fault-SHUT IT!

“I haven’t been sleeping well because Lauren and I aren’t on speaking terms,” I finally let out as their eyes went wide; gosh I miss her. I can’t sleep without her in my arms…or me in her arms, “to be more specific…she’s not talking to me.”