Blurred Lines (originally started in Songs About Camren)

Drink You Away

A/N: Okay...wrote this bc i wanted to develop the story a little more...push play, put it on repeat bc JT is the man!!! ;)

~Bitter sweet thing

Could this be a dream?

Or just the same nightmare that keeps me awake

Feel it in my brain

Tall shot of pain

Pour a little out now for the love that we’ve made

 

I feel it in the morning

It’s still here in the morning

I see ya but you’re gone

Telephone the doctor

I’m not okay.

The bottom of the bottle

To fill this empty heart up

A thousand proof

Don’t change the truth

I diving but I cant~

 

Lauren’s P.O.V.

I woke up the next morning alone, the sheets and the empty side of the bed still warm from her body. I rolled over; burying my face in the pillow we shared, taking in her scent, letting it invade my senses, taking me back to last night, more like just a couple of hours ago. I told her I loved her and she didn’t say it back.

SHE DIDN’T SAY IT BACK.

The heartache began to take over, she didn’t say it back, she doesn’t feel the same way. How can she do that, hold me the way she does, kiss me the way she does, make love to me the way she does and not say it back…HOW?

 

~KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK~

My heart stopped; maybe it’s HER.

I quickly stopped the tears that were forming in my eyes and wiped the tiredness from my face, “come in!”

The door slowly opened, Ally walked in, “hey cousin,” she smiled so sweetly and I did my best to hide the ache in my chest, “you ready for breakfast? Everyone’s outside, such a beautiful morning.”

I mustered up the best smile I could,  “yup, I’ll be right down, save me a seat!”

“You got it!” she said closing the door behind her.

I made my way outside to the grass area just a few yards from the water where breakfast was set out on a long table that accommodated all of us. Everyone was there, even Cece, who I had the pleasure of meeting in the hallway on Camila…ugh, her face alone made me ill.