Chapter 47

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I feel so off ,
My energy feels like it's being sucked out .
I feel weak,
Feeling like I can't breath
Throat feels close up.
The air don't want to come to my lungs .
I feel drain,
Where am tired but not sleepy .

Mind swirling with thoughts,
Light room disappearing,
Bringing me, in the dark.
Body feels cold ,
Shivering from the harsh thoughts ,
Thoughts being so scary .
Am scared to even voice it out.

They might think am crazy .
They might think am broken.
Been living but hardly feel alive like i should be .
Water passing the level i can handle.
Seems like am going be drowning again .

Will i survive or is this the end ?
Battles be so tiring, they never know how it feels .
They only see the happy smiles or the tears falling down .
No one will know the story behind those beautiful eyes.
They only assume and make up rumors ,
And break you down ,
Further and further .
Until its R.I.P to a next angel.

~V thoughts ~

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