How could you do that to me .
Leave me when you knew i needed you the most .
How could you make me suffer when i never did nothing wrong .
When you left ,you took something from inside me that i will never get back .
No one will understand or know what i feel thats the sad part.
All they see is anger.
All they see is somebody who always looks like ,they ready to kill someone.
But they dont know that life will make you like that.
Ha, am tired of blaming it on life .
That excuse getting old.
Sadly i turn like this because i had to grow up fast .
I had to do things some children my age were not doing .
They were enjoying life to the fullest or some battling just like i had to.
I turn like a ticking bomb .
Rough easily angered.
It took me years to be how i am today.
Still will always be rough but i learned how to be kind, sadly i can't be really calm .
Instead of enjoying my surroundings
I observe it first .
I cant let my walls down easily and i cant be having a good time if people around me energy isnt matching to mines .
I will get angry and annoyed .
My mood will change and i will shut down .
I had to learn that to be peaceful and happy ,
You need let go the hate.
Everytime i let go ,
You hurt me agian .
Sometimes i feel like am not good enough .
Other times i feel like your missing out .
They told me not to blame you or hate you .
But i needed you the most more than you will ever know .
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The unspoken
PoetryThis is not like the basics stories... this where you would read and relate to facts that you couldn't voice out in words . This where i share my feelings to the whole world ✍🏾
