Chapter 30

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Am tired of trying to be okay ,
Am tired of trying to be positive .

It's like everytime I take a few steps forward,
They always grab me and pull me backwards ,
Even further  then  I was before .

I just wish I could block all my emotions and thoughts out ,maybe then I could actually be okay .

Am tired of being in so much pain.
I could hardly handle what I have on my plate, I can't take anymore am so drain.

I don't want take the easy way out I just want be alive and happy.
Not to be alive but don't feel  like am actually living .

~V thoughts ~

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