complete me [kageyama x hinata]

part 11

The week continued as the first few days had. The two had been busy with video games, learning how to swim, and kissing, a lot of kissing. Kageyama kept a journal of everything that they had been doing from Monday through Friday. He wrote everything down from the first two days very quickly after thinking of the idea. Kageyama wasn't the most skilled writer but his account was accurate enough for him. 

Wednesday-

   Me and Shoyo went back down the beach today. He had this little swimsuit on with bright yellow stars. He looked really cute and I kissed him. We went out into the water to where it was up to Hinata's shoulders. He looked really nervous. But I promised not to let go and took him out to where he couldn't touch. 

He sunk for a moment, his before spikey hair now flopped in front of his eyes. I brushed it away with one hand and pulled him into my body with the other. He asked if we could go back, and I refused. I want him to learn how to swim at least a little bit so he's not constantly in danger of dying. Hinata is such a dumbass. He at least learned how to kick his legs so he could float on his own.

    We went back inside and Shoyo was shivering because like his idiot self he forgot a towel. I gave him mine until a gust of wind blew by and I got cold. Just because I like the twerp doesn't mean I will ever sacrifice my warmth. That'd be crazy. We had spent the whole day at the beach and Shoyo was beat. He went right up to my room and flopped down on my bed. I followed him up there and made him get up. The dumbass got sand on my bed. I went over there and picked his ass up by his hair. He was squirming and begging me to put him down. I smiled at him and shook him around before finally putting him down.

 We walked into the bathroom and I told Hinata to take his clothes off and get in the shower. He looked at me with wide eyes, and I had to explain that he was to do that after I left. Later when he finally got out of the shower, he came out of the bathroom in one of my shirts, it was so big on him. He climbed into bed and got under the covers. He made sure to be the little spoon and easily drifted off to sleep. I was about to nod off when I realized he wasn't wearing any pants. Boke. 

Thursday- 

   Today was a very chill day. Hinata and I sat around and cuddled all day. It made me feel fuzzy inside. Kinda gross I'm not gonna lie. The feeling of possible love. He didn't want to go back down to the beach so I offered to take him to get boba. 

That little orange got so excited he almost left without me. It was more awkward than I was expecting. When we were walking, Hinata tried to hold my hand. I flinched at his offer. He wasn't very happy and ran down the road screaming how I was so stupid. I had to chase after him and we ended up racing to the boba shop. 

  Out of breath, I yelled, 'Hell Yeah! I won short stack!' which didn't make Hinata happy. So I grabbed him and kissed him. then realized we kissed in public and freaked out. Not my best move. We awkwardly walked into the boba shop and ordered. Hinata got all excited because they had matcha flavored mochi and begged me for some. I bought him some while rolling my eyes because I gave him a snack before we left the house. I sat and watched him eat that mochi. It was sticky and every time he took a bite it stretched so far it was comical. 

He is so cute and I love figuring things out with him. I want to ask him to be my boyfriend but when is the right time. I'm just so scared. This is all new. I don't want him to be disappointed, and what are my parents going to think about all this. 

Friday- 

  Hinata went home today. It hurt to see him go. He said he would come back later in the day. But his mom probably won't let him. I miss the little twerp already. I've been planning how to ask him out. I wanna do it in private because neither of us is out of the closet and I'm not sure how the team will react. 

  Shoyo did come back. He knocked on the door and I let him in. I pulled him up and into my arms. I kissed him and held him very tight. I didn't want to let go but Shoyo let out a winch and told me I was suffocating him. I laughed and set him down, patting him on the head slightly. He looked up at me and smiled really wide, so wide I laughed at him. 

That made him upset and he went and flopped on the couch. I apologized and jokingly sat on top of him. He squirmed and I finally got off of him, turning his body so he was laid down on the couch. I got on top of him and pinned him down. He smiled at me and lifted his head up to kiss me. 

While we were kissing I felt his breathing get heavy. I let go of one of his hands and placed mine on his throat. I wasn't sure if he would be into that type of roughness. But to my surprise, he moaned slightly and bucked his hips forward. That took me by surprise and I tightened my grip. I love the way it feels to be with him and on his lips. I just want to spend my life kissing him and doing more someday. Hinata paused for a moment and looked at me. I think he wanted to ask me something but I'm not sure what. 

We moved up to my bedroom. I turned on the red lights and tossed Hinata onto the bed. I sat down and waved for him to get on top. He quickly shuffled over and sat on my belly. I pulled him down to my lips and grabbed the back of his head. Even if Hinata is on top, he won't have full control. But then something bad happened. 

A knock at the door. Not the front door. My bedroom door. 

Before I could say a word, it started to crack open.  I felt Hinata jump but before he realized it, I was still holding onto him. That sent us both tumbling to the floor and ended with a loud thump. The thump being my head. To make matters worse, my mother walked in. She looked confused because Shoyo was still straddling me and just said my father and her had gotten home earlier. She didn't ask questions and walked out. I think I made the wrong decision by pushing Shoyo off me because he looked sad and asked me why. I said it was getting late and he should run home. Before he left, he looked at me and asked if I had anything to say, I shook my head and he left.  

Saturday- 

Hinata still hasn't texted me. I tried to apologize but he didn't respond

Sunday-

Schools tomorrow. Shoyo won't answer my calls. I miss him. I need him back. I have to do something. 

Hi, I hate to do this but I start school soon so starting tomorrow my publishing schedule will be 2 parts on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and over the weekend as much as I can! I appreciate all the support! Sorry again!