Saved From The Light (Bad Sanses x Blue)

Chapter Six: Something You Can't Ignore

Razz's POV

They had made me stay home to look after Blue again, just because I'd ignored him last time.
"Blue would shout if he needed my help, but that doesn't mean I have to go around breathing down the back of his neck like the rest of you idiots."
"At least talk to him."
"...fine, whatever."
I didn't feel particularly talkative. I didn't want to spend time with Blue, or sit around and talk, because...
Because I was scared.
I was scared of how...weird I felt around him. It wasn't a particularly bad kind of weird, but I didn't quite know how to explain it.
When Blue smiled, I felt...lighter. When he smiled directly at me, it felt as if I had stepped into a grove in spring, somewhere no one had ever been before...
He'd hugged me once. A large part of me had wanted to hug back and never let go.
What was this?!? Why were there butterflies flying around in my ribs when I talked to him? Why did I feel unstoppable next to him? Why...what was he doing to me?
It was his fault. This stuff only happened around him, it had only started after he had shown up. I was going to talk to him today. I was going to get to the bottom of whatever spell he'd put me under.
He came downstairs only a few minutes after the others had left. I immediately pulled out my spear and held it against his chest.
"Razz?"
"Undo it. Undo whatever you did to me, you hear me?"
"I...I didn't do anything..."
"You're lying! I know you are, what the hell are you making me feel?"
"Can you...describe it?"
"I feel so...so weird around you, there's butterflies in my ribcage, my soul beats faster, I heat up, you...you make me forget my own words...you...you make me feel happy...you..." Wasn't this how people described love? "I...I..."
"Razz?"
"Goddamnit Blue, I'm in love with you!"
Blue looked shocked for a few moments. "I...thanks?"
"That's it?"
"I love you too."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
"Ok." I trailed off. Well, now this was just awkward. Blue looked like he was about to say something else, but I ran off before he could.
We met up after lunch. I would have run off again, but he pulled me close...and he kissed me.
I'd...I'd never had one before...I didn't want it to end...I wrapped my arms around him, and even though we were so close...it wasn't close enough.
He pulled away and waved as he went up the stairs. I stood there for a moment, then went back to training.

*a couple hours later because I can*

When they came home, Blue came down, greeting each of them with a hug. I was surprised that even Error and Fell let him hug them.
"How was today?"
"It was great! Me and Razzy pretty much spent the whole day together!"
I choked. Razzy!?! What kind of stupid nickname was that?!?
"Don't call me that."
"Why not?"
"Because it's a stupid cute name."
"But...you're cute too."
I left the room. My face was probably magenta by this point...
"What was that about?" I heard Nightmare say.
"I guess he doesn't like to be flirted with."
"Why would someone like being flirted with?"
"Because it means someone cares about you enough to show it."
"Hmmm..."